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: kheng wee, 2 february.
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I don't know why, it may be the starting of my phobia for campcraft. Even though pegging and guylines may seem so familiar to me, it just felt different today. During campcraft, I screwed up a lot, my pegging and alignment. I can't even do a nice door flap. Depressed the whole day, don't know why. Haha, and squadmates said Jomain ma'am asked if I was okay O: I only heard her asking if someone was okay, but I didn't know it's me. Ahh. :P Yeah, but hor, my injury for the day is seriously gross. From afternoon until NOW, my skin just keeps getting worse. You know the skin break right? Then got flappy flappy skin all over the hand. And transparent gooey body liquid keeps on coming out. Even now. And I have no way to bend my fingers. So I'm typing very slowly. Pain pain. Last time was body liquid flow out a while then will stop during CT, but it's not stopping

What do I do. Also, so many things coming soon. Got DALT tomorrow. I don't even know if my hand will stop giving out weird gooey substances. I'm grossed out by myself. OO also got things haven't done. I compiled some questions, but I think still quite little. Must do script also, but must see if 42 will be sending anything. I'm not exactly sure myself how long the script should be. Oh great. ><

I'm a bit useless and I can't even peg well. Stupid stupid. I've got this tendency to repeat, so ignore it. Today is one of the bad days I've had. I'm scared. I wanna disappear! (Today was my first time being in group 1 O:)

I really don't know what I felt yesterday. It was more of excited, then a little bored, very sad, and didn't feel like talking mood. Fell in outside NP room, and we left stuff inside. My first shift was mobile, and I think I paired up or tripled up with squadmates at different times. Got Alicia, Yan Ni, Puay Ling and Wen Xian. Yep. Walking around and approaching people. I sort of liked it. Because the parents and the kids aren't in Nanyang, so most of them do actually try to hear what you say. But a few will be like look at you, and walk in another direction. Some even worse, treat you as transparent and walk off. They were quite open to the idea of NP, and were okay with visiting our booth. Yeah then in between there was rifle performances, and I think we did everything correctly :D! It was really great that we had the quad for it, and visitors actually did stop in their steps and watch us. Halfway Wen Xian's glove spoilt so she asked ma'am if can go NP room to take mine.

Dad was in the canteen with my sis, yah. And squadmates were talking to her in quad. A bit worried lah when Dad left the school. I was so scared she disappear. But luckily her friends came to accompany her and dad brought her home halfway. During lunch, I totally lost appetite when I saw that ..bird. With blood. Nicole said it moved. I couldn't finish my food, and squadmates helped eat a bit. Did display booth, we ran out of marshmellows halfway. And doing introduction about NP was fun also. From achievements to trophies and competitions to uniform, to rifle and campcraft. Woah. Shifted near GO because of sun. And was quite sad when we did the last rifle performance.

Packed up at around 3 and we brought it up to NP room. We ended with debrief. After that changed and went to J8 with squadmates. Got Jiajia, Yan Ni, Clarissa, Yi Jia, Esther and Wen Xian at first. But Esther and Clarissa left. Left five of us halfway. Shopshop, look around and we went to eat. I think omelette rice tastes good but it's just quite expensive. And we walked a bit more and take same MRT to go home.

I'm not sure if I should be excited for Open House. Maybe there might be rejection. Ooh. Maybe my sister will go :D I hope. But because our stuff will be NP room, I can't contact them. First shift - Mobile, seems quite fun lah. Then can move around and pull people to our booth. Second shift - Display Booth. Haha I think I will have problems giving the souvenirs to the game players because I will luan4 diao4. And there will be rifle performances! But most probably my dad and sis won't be seeing it if they are coming. I don't know lah. I'm afraid I will feel fatigue tomorrow. I shall try to sleep early.

Sabbaticals today were not bad. But the speech training. ahem. there was this mic in the class, and we had to make an intro and ending for speech. yuck. and the mic chao not sensitive, still two fists away. how to project? and for photoshop, i nearly fell asleep because i couldn't think of any design. so i shall brainstorm in the weekend yep.

CIP was challenging. I realised I couldn't really handle the people. And my partner from TCIL was not really responsive, she had problems reading the article. I tried to explain word by word and sentence by sentence. When my group members all done, I was still halfway through. I feel like a failure. Maybe it's my fault. *sighs* Got DALT and we prac-ed shi. And we are having a test on shis. Oh no..okay. Shall blog more tomorrow if I get to use the computer.

Man. What is simply wrong. It seems like the IvP teachers aren't happy, because Puay Ling and I tried to leave during lunch, the presentations were extended, you see. But I don't know why. Rifle prac was cancelled -.- And I begged Ms Chen to give me an early slot during lunch but she didn't allow. So I helped Puay Ling and myself explain the situation to ma'ams. Surprisingly, either Ms Chen was feeling happy or I am good at speaking, I told her that I will be having a CCA performance during Open House and today would most likely be the very last rehearsal. And she allowed my group to go second! It's like wow. Second! At first I think I was allocated 8th or 9th, man. If I had the slots, I bet when I finish, rifle prac zao jiu wan le. But seems like Puay Ling also tried to say, but she still got one of the bad bad slots, and I waited for her for quite long, so I went to change and greet ma'ams first.

The time we had was rather short. I thought. Because I think our performance can be brushed up so much more. Oh, I had LOA today, and Yee Hui they all said that they ended around 5. o.O Scary. And the bad thing, there is another clash during ATC. For presentation. Last day of ATC is actually the major presentation of our product le. But at the same time, I wanna stay until break camp. =( Very upset lah. And stress. I also don't know what to do. Later Ms Chen become unhappy, because she is really understanding le lah. Allow me to go off early two times today eh. If I were a teacher, I don't know how I would handle it. How? 快要崩溃了.

Yesterday was campcraft, and we pitched twice! Was vertical, then a pegger. xD Vertical is quite fun, but my door flap is really ugly. I wish I can make it neater. Oh pegging is tiring, but it's enjoyable. Reminds me of CT. (Oh yeah, that time Jin Qing ma'am was saying something about peg being aligned, but hm. I don't remember which pegs I pegged. So maybe not me. Dunno lah.) I had a big watery-full blister on my thumb. It's like when you hold a pen you can't feel it. There's a cushion in between. And I burst it accidentally when I changed to mufti during lunch, super pain man. Ow. It still hurts. I remember the peg one was 29 minutes, if I'm not wrong. :D Ego! But can do better. Need more sense of urgency. If we keep running, we might finish in 22 :D Oh yep, I've been in group 2 thrice. Consecutively! I'm really surprised by the fact :) Hope it remains this way!

Hehe, today, well I was running from classroom, and then run to water cooler for a sip of water, then run back to the stairs and down. I always pick the wrong time to do things. >< Anyway, yeah, so we did the souvenirs, and during lunch was fundraising :D It was great for me. Oh, during recess, 40 ma'am go make me buy lol. Hiya. Eh, so during lunch, not enough trays, and I was selling with Wen Xian. Yeah, she hold a lot of money. And I pestered Wang Jia, Wan Ting, Jun Wei and Si Hui they all to buy. They all bought :P Haha. And at the next table, there was a 39 ma'am. And I didn't realise. -.- Bleaah. Yep, I like selling stuff. And I'm looking forward to Open House also! Can give introduction about NP.

I don't know when to schedule my dental appointment. Because it's like there's so many things going on in the holidays. It seems like you can never get a real holiday. No playing or plain sleeping. I like to sleep until 12. Especially when raining, then cold cold like natural aircon. (: I still need ta do IN2, CL SIA, Science wksht and I don't remember what else le. But SIA will be tough man. When is this going to stop? Perhaps for a little while at all? And Puay Ling you must reconsider your decision eh. Okay, maybe you won't see this. I shall persuade you.

All the stuff inside. I'm already like feeling the fire inside. It's 火气. First some idiotic person from some sec 2 class, of some irritating speech. When it's your fault, and you make yourself sound so pissed like it's my fault. Fine. I ren. But sorry, don't expect me to lend you anything the next time round. Because every time I see you, I feel like killing you. You better get away from me.

Some more what, because it's me who does the stuff, so it's me who has to give up stuff. I don't mind exchanging. But why is the reason that you did not check beforehand, so you say it's a reason. It's really unfair. And I spent so much time doing it, and you one sentence can change everything. And really. I don't mind if you told me earlier. I would be happy to change mine with yours. It's just not fair because you realised it late.

And I'm spending so much time on cca stuff, like today. Spent almost 1 hour today. Still reached home late. When I tried to get started on CL SIA and maths, already 9 plus le. I don't know. Maybe it's stress, maybe it's my temper. I should have a temper-check yeah. But sometimes people do the most unbearable things and in turn dump the blame back at you. Like I 自作自受. Rubbish.

haven't blogged for a long time =O Anyway I shall blog about Thursday first, then onto my Friday :D

Thursday: Ran my 2.4km. I don't think I did well. I mean I could feel in myself that I could have been faster by so much, because I didn't feel like dying when I finished. Which means something is wrong - it implies I didn't do my best =X Which is bad. But look on the bright side. I passed. Which is so much better than last year. I didn't even get a bronze lor. Because of pull-ups. But this year I am getting silver! (: Lessons were fun :D Because there is home econs, and malay! I love the lessons. At least I don't feel dumb in cooking. Yep, and we cooked fried beehoon. *relates to it later in the afternoon* And Malay was cool, because I got full marks for the quiz. Or I got one question wrong. But it's all good. And we tried to finish the cartoon, but we couldn't lah xD When we were dismissed, there was supposed to be Maths remedial but because I had a dental appointment, so I got the worksheet from Ms Chooi and dashed off. I meant dashed off, because I was running across the canteen and out of the school. My first time going alone, so I was quite scared lah. Usually my mum will go with me. My turn came and Dr Kuek started talking to me. And commented on my big bag -.- I was saying about lots of stuff to carry home and home econs stuff. Somehow. We got onto the topic of beehoon. I was like, yep, we learnt how to cook fried beehoon today. She was like, ohh. what kind of beehoon? what ingredients are there? I was replying. Then she asked about seasoning. And then she went in into brands and steps. While digging and scraping and pasting the red colour thing in my mouth. At one point of time, I was *hocking* - imagine the way I would say the word "talking" when my mouth is halfway opened and speaking. Very amusing. Haha, then the assistant and the ortho were "arguing" or "debating" about which brand of soy sauce is better xD Hahaha. A nice day. Then after that, I got some food and drinks and went home.

Friday: Wow, woke up really early and reached school at about 5.20am - dad's car. I think I'm the earliest bah. I just sat at the benches and started dozing off. For about 10 mins. Squadmates came, and we went to change. Soon after, we also fell in first :D Checked u, and my TD badge wasn't aligned *weeps*. Was in senang-diri for quite some time, and we had rehearsal. We also helped 42 check their u. In that short period of time, where the music played, everyone started strolling down. We were ready! The music ended. A few seconds later, the drum played. We marched out and I felt proud :D And there was silence. Woo. Especially when we banged to face the podium. It was like -------. So clear background. I liked the feeling. And Jomain ma'am commanded us, and we also had the band play the national anthem and school song. When Ms Khoo read the message, I felt weird. But it was not as long as I thought it would be. Ma'ams did the skit after we fell out and they changed. It was so cute :D Hahaha. I can't forget it lol. Took pictures, and also had squad pictures.

Went back to class and I learnt that we had CIP. Yep, Science was in lab, I panicked for a while when I thought I should have brought my file. But no. :) After that, it was fundraising. Subbed Wen Xian because she couldn't make it, and Jiajia and I sold quite a lot, I thought so lah. Pestered classmates and squadmates to buy. It was cold and frozen. But lunch time wasn't. Had LA, and it was our own time for SIA discussion. Saw ma'ams in library but can't greet. Hehe. Oh yeah right, after that I was walking to my classroom. And I leng4 zhu4. Because I saw Zuojin ma'am, and I was thinking, am I at the wrong classroom. I paused and was like, correct what. I let a few classmates who were behind me go in first because I can't go in mah. And I quickly made Jiajia come, and we greeted ma'ams. (I urped :D) Very unexpected. Classmates all looking one, they turned and looked. Haiyun was smiling. o.O Ma'am allowed and we got in xD Haiyun was like, eh that's so cool! I was replying, got meh. So scary. >< Tsktsk. Then some classmates were asking what I was saying. Watched a video. And CME was mostly presenting of hao3 chu4 and huai4 chu4 of decisions. End class. Actually hor, our uniform is quite nice to wear :D Sense of pride. But maybe it's because it's a once-in-a-year thing that I appreciate it. Got respect mah :) When you see ma'ams, you also feel that. And some more no need to wear beret indoors one. LOL

Changed with Jiajia, and I was searching for squadmates for rifle. But don't have. I saw Zi Han and we dashed down, and saw Alicia they all. We joined in and learnt a domino thing. Also, we practised our formation with 39 ma'ams, but I felt like I man4 ban4 pai1. Geez. So, yeah, and there was music, must remember where I am lah. And the changes. Yesh, so we were released early. And we went to bathe. I thought I saw someone in mufti outside school when I walked to the locker room toilet. Some squadmates already inside and we showered. It was quite weird seeing myself in a short skirt. Maybe not short for anyone else, but yes for me. Eww *quivers with fear* Wen Xian used my towel because she didn't bring anything. -.- Must remember to take back. We were almost done and Ms Sabrina saw us and was asking us if we were tired from parade to skit to sale to dinner. But no lah :D We are happy!

Squeezed up the bus and quite a long journey with all muh stuff. *sighs* Then we reached Orchard Shopping Centre and was waiting and walking around. Squadmates were taking pictures and finally 39 ma'ams called us to go in. We were sitted in this room with 39 ma'ams and 40 ma'ams. Quite cool. And I was sitting with Jacinta, Zi Han and Puay Ling, and on the other side got Esther, Lynn, Wen Xian, Hui Han and Yan Ni. Jacinta and I were using the clips to get lots of stuff. It's like quite random. And the food was quite nice. There was a large variety and also got desserts :D I like sweet stuff. Um, after that we got out of the restaurant and had a sorta unit picture like thing outside.

But then right, the 气氛 wasn't there lah. It was a bit awkward for a few moments for my case. *thinks about it* Haha. Anyway, last year's picture taking more high and funny jiu shi le. Even though we had a shouldn't-be-happy squadtalk with 38 ma'ams. This year was very different lah. A bit sad. Went shopping with squadmates, since this year's dinner ended really early and we didn't have squadtalk or squad picture of any kind. Yeah. And I was really tired. Quite long post le hor. I shall end soon le. Yeah, I took a bus home and there was this irritating man standing behind me. Maybe it's my problem that I'm not used to someone standing behind me so close. But I felt very bu2 zi4 ran2. It's better to wear pants sometimes. And either he didn't feel that I was trying to move away from him, or he was doing it on purpose. Like that very fun meh?! Go and die.

Anyway I got home safely, *emphasises the word* but I was dead beat so I fell asleep a while after. And woke up early, as in don't have 8 hours of sleep. Then went to school for LA, and yeah. Bought donuts, burger, and drink for my mum and sis and went back home to realise my sis is out for a party. She always ah, go party one. Fine lor I eat her share. Okay I shall stop now. Lots of uncompleted SIAs and homework!

Terrible. It's 2.4 tomorrow. And I feel achiness all over. There's this ugly bruise on my knee. I mean two. And they are red. So ugly, and I feel pain in every step. But I shall make it to the end. So much homework to complete. SIAs, and files.

- Chinese SIA - Physics SIA - LA Poetry/Presentation - Maths SIA presentation - File check (math/geog) - Math IN1/IN2 - History SEQ - Math corrections

But why is there so many things to be done. It comes all at once. When you are free, you really have nothing to do. But when it comes. You can't get a proper sleep. We still need to rehearse for parade and also rifle performance. So everyday I end up going home really late. After 8pm. If this keeps on happening, I think I will not be able to be in pace with the schoolwork. I wished there is more equal distribution among the teachers and subjects. In primary school they really plan everything very well. My teachers would coordinate with one another. But now it's like one subject teacher care about her own assignment got hand in or not.

We had rifle training today, and we got new formation for NP. Yep, and it's like some squadmates subbed ma'ams and some ma'ams subbed us. I'm supposed to do the big step hentaking. Must remember. And I don't know why, it seems rather hard to catch the rifle. And Alicia cannot catch the rifle I pass. What's wrong with me. I'm totally off today. I'm guessing I'm shutting off soon. No sleep. >< And DALT dinner is coming soon. There is stress too yeah. Why would I have a skirt? I thought it was next week, and wanted to buy one during weekend. But I think I'll wear the one Alicia lent bah. =( Ohh there is rifle training on Friday. Then got no time to go home le lah! Ahh.

I don't know if it is the lack of sleep, or the sudden hot and cold, but this morning, I was so giddy. When I was walking around, I thought I would crash into a wall. Felt like so cramped in class, because of the stuffiness. I felt so enclosed. I don't know what's wrong lah. Lessons were okay, could understand. But I'm missing rifle practice on Thursday to go for dental appointment. I wished I booked the date where it is after Open House.

I am so frustrated and upset. For so many reasons that crashed into my life. Was writing an essay about failures. I feel like a failure. Messed up during rifle training today. Then there is campcraft tomorrow. But then the problem is I cannot get used to doing a standard set of procedures without many practices. I need to apply what I learnt and memorise. I'm sure the first set of tent I do will not be up to standard. >< It's worrying. I can never get back afternoon naps. In the past, it is so easy to have afternoon naps whenever you want. You can sleep up to five hours also no problem. And I remember the times when I stayed with my aunt, she would force me to sleep in the afternoon, and I always would refuse or pretend to be asleep when she comes in the room when I didn't want to sleep. Now you want to sleep also cannot. There is so many things for you to do. Why. I mean, we are still kids. I will drop one day due to lack of sleep. It's just a matter of when. Pressure and insufficient sleep. The worst combination. Or maybe a bit of unhappiness.

NAPFA is over. I'm surprised the suayness for this year didn't affect me much. Apparently, what stopped me from getting my gold wasn't what I thought would be - pull-ups, but actually my sit and reach. 2 more cm to get a C! Very xin tong. Last year I don't know why, I failed my pull-ups, and the teacher didn't count many of what I did. =X At least I kept my standard just like how I did in primary school. I shall aim for gold next year. And I will get it. I'm most likely getting a silver, provided I keep my standard for 2.4km which shouldn't be a problem :D

Jiajia and I changed into full u, but hor actually I was thinking by the time we change, we will take longer than those squadmates who don't need to change. Doesn't make sense to me at all. Oh oh our drills were not bad after all, I thought we did pretty well. We didn't get to join the parade when the flags were raised, so can't say the pledge in our groups. One thing I must remember, to keep near the marking. I totally missed yesterday. I was like 5cm away from the marking. =X For once, I was right in the middle of the squad. so funny, I always have to shift my eyes all the way to the right to see what was going on for dismissal.

I think, after the week of CSM and Labour Day, there are so much stuff due next week. CL SIA ><, Geog SIA, LA assignment, Physics SIA (Wk 9), and some worksheets here and there which are due on various days. Ahh! I feel so tired.

Arrived at Nanyang bus stop at around 5.50pm, my dad dropped me off (: Too nervous and excited to sleep on the car. I was crossing the bridge and I saw Clarissa with her mum :D But then I didn't get to talk much because I was on the phone with Nicole. Eep. Wrong time yeah. I was waiting and waiting by myself at HCI bus stop. Finally Yan Ni arrived :D Her mum was there too. And when she came hor, I was talking to my dad standing. The car door was opened and I was holding the door. Haha. My dad drove over from the opposite side to make sure I was safe. Apparently, I was like, I'm okay lah. Alone only mah. Then she arrived xD So cool. My dad saw and went, okay your friend's here, so I go le!

Oh who came next ah. Pei Yin and Zi Han right? Then got er.. Nicole. Hui Han. Alicia, Pei Ting and Lynn after we found a crampy toilet..They came in HCI after both of them arrived. Changed into full u in two different toilets. Upstairs and downstairs. We saw Sharon ma'am when we came out of the toilet :D We heard the gu coming in the school, and I called Ms Khoo. She said to meet her in front of field. And we saw Jomain ma'am, she said to put our bags down and report for duty with girl guides. I also don't know what to do.. Then we just went. Yeah, so we were allocated a list of stations, and I got the station at the visitor carpark. Very ulu one. Lynn and Hui Han were near to my station. There was some time before we started and I felt that we should look for Ms Khoo, to like let her know we got our duty mah. If not, it's like we ask her for help and just forget all about it. Dunno lah. And I got a call from 39 ma'am when the Girl Guides teacher was talking. ><

Marshalling was not bad, there was this girl guide at my post. Yep, and I heard the performance all the way. I only saw the ears of the shi at 起狮. -.- And the long was running all around. But I couldn't see the longzhu. That's how far away I was. Yah, so around that time, either at the end of the performance or sometime after that, I was just staring at that direction lah. I felt a big tap on my left shoulder, and I was mumbling, "Huh?" to myself. I turned around on my right, and I saw one hand waving in my face, very close. And I realised it was Yee Lin ma'am. She was with her friend. I was quite shocked and I went, "Oh my (softly lah), Hello ma'am." She was very amused, after all that action to be able to see her. Yee Lin ma'am is a funny ma'am lah xD Got her around always will be funny one.

Went to change, Pei Ting and I walked like so long to find a toilet, because HCI toilets always cannot fit 9 people. We found the toilet of heaven. So big and clean and nice :D We changed in there, and I was able to sit on the toilet floor to wear my socks. Then we walked a long way back to meet with squadmates and we went to put down our stuff. Bought ice cream and ice pops. All of us ate and ate and ate. I saw my classmates, asked them but it's like they all buy le. I was telling them the day before to buy when we were discussing SIA. Hiaz. Yeah, so our squad just eat, I tried all the flavours le. So full..Ma'ams were like giving this weird expression when they see us keep going to buy ice pops. Haha. After that we went to practise rifle, whereas other squadmates went for 3rd lang. Si Jia ma'am was in NP room and we asked her. Took the rifles and went to the quadrangle. We were very high and did cheers :D

Yep, and it was very weird though, because the school was bare except for some people. Some squadmates went off for lunch, and I still stayed lah, because my drills are horrid. Puay Ling was learning with Zi Han because she was confused. Yeah, so we marched in and ran back in quite a lot of times. There was one time, where I went Pose-2-(gulps)3-4. Because I was pointing my rifle at a ma'am. >< I didn't know she was there. I liked my timing yesterday :) But it seems like I lost my voice, so I couldn't exactly raise. Before that I remember Mr Mackintosh was practising with choir people haha. Then we will be humming the tune and march past them. Yesh, this went on for quite some time. We rested a bit, and did a bit more before returning the rifles to ma'ams. By that time there was Glenda, Pei Yin, Zi Han, Puay Ling, Yan Ni and me left.

We wanted to go off for lunch, so squadmates started packing up and we were PREPARING to walk out of school. That moment, Zuojin ma'am appeared and she asked if we can do formation with them, and we were like, ooh. okay. Ma'am asked us if we had anything on, but we just said we were about to go for lunch. So we went up and we listened to the music and knew a bit more stuff. Yep, there was Shiyun ma'am, Xue Ting ma'am and Linette ma'am too. So we went out and finally came back at around 2 if I'm not wrong. We borrowed rifles from 39 ma'ams, and we went up. For a while we didn't see ma'ams, until we peered into the staff room. We watched a video of rifle drills from another school and heard more about the routine, holding our rifles, ma'ams stood in the empty places and we marched in a circle and formed a cross :D There was this part where we had to bang-spin-bang-pass. I was like o.O when I saw the video. Later if we drop our rifles, then it will be..eep =X But then the passing makes us magical. When people see us, it will be like I want to learn it too! Or like How did they do it? (Just like when I first saw the video)

We thanked ma'ams and we went back to quad to learn, Zi Han seemed learned in the art of spinning my rifle, and I can proclaim that I can spin my rifle more than 20 times :D Haha, I taught Pei Yin how to spin first, then she did a few times and was like Oh!! Later on was Glenda, she was confused for a while, and I did it in slow-mo. I liked it because some things you can teach slow-mo, but some cannot. I can't spin a pen properly, but rifle-wise, it's possible :) Yep, so she grabbed the correct part of the rifle and got it too :D! Yay, so we were practising, but I'm afraid to let go of my rifle, what if it falls the wrong way? I don't know, some time later we also returned rifle, and we were sitting in the canteen, hanging at one side of the quad. And walking on the 2nd floor. Yeah, we went home at around 5. Oh wells, I got home and I was so tired and heated up. Most probably because of the sun.

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I don't know why, it may be the starting of my phobia for campcraft. Even though pegging and guylines may seem so familiar to me, it just felt different today. During campcraft, I screwed up a lot, my pegging and alignment. I can't even do a nice door flap. Depressed the whole day, don't know why. Haha, and squadmates said Jomain ma'am asked if I was okay O: I only heard her asking if someone was okay, but I didn't know it's me. Ahh. :P Yeah, but hor, my injury for the day is seriously gross. From afternoon until NOW, my skin just keeps getting worse. You know the skin break right? Then got flappy flappy skin all over the hand. And transparent gooey body liquid keeps on coming out. Even now. And I have no way to bend my fingers. So I'm typing very slowly. Pain pain. Last time was body liquid flow out a while then will stop during CT, but it's not stopping

What do I do. Also, so many things coming soon. Got DALT tomorrow. I don't even know if my hand will stop giving out weird gooey substances. I'm grossed out by myself. OO also got things haven't done. I compiled some questions, but I think still quite little. Must do script also, but must see if 42 will be sending anything. I'm not exactly sure myself how long the script should be. Oh great. ><

I'm a bit useless and I can't even peg well. Stupid stupid. I've got this tendency to repeat, so ignore it. Today is one of the bad days I've had. I'm scared. I wanna disappear! (Today was my first time being in group 1 O:)

I really don't know what I felt yesterday. It was more of excited, then a little bored, very sad, and didn't feel like talking mood. Fell in outside NP room, and we left stuff inside. My first shift was mobile, and I think I paired up or tripled up with squadmates at different times. Got Alicia, Yan Ni, Puay Ling and Wen Xian. Yep. Walking around and approaching people. I sort of liked it. Because the parents and the kids aren't in Nanyang, so most of them do actually try to hear what you say. But a few will be like look at you, and walk in another direction. Some even worse, treat you as transparent and walk off. They were quite open to the idea of NP, and were okay with visiting our booth. Yeah then in between there was rifle performances, and I think we did everything correctly :D! It was really great that we had the quad for it, and visitors actually did stop in their steps and watch us. Halfway Wen Xian's glove spoilt so she asked ma'am if can go NP room to take mine.

Dad was in the canteen with my sis, yah. And squadmates were talking to her in quad. A bit worried lah when Dad left the school. I was so scared she disappear. But luckily her friends came to accompany her and dad brought her home halfway. During lunch, I totally lost appetite when I saw that ..bird. With blood. Nicole said it moved. I couldn't finish my food, and squadmates helped eat a bit. Did display booth, we ran out of marshmellows halfway. And doing introduction about NP was fun also. From achievements to trophies and competitions to uniform, to rifle and campcraft. Woah. Shifted near GO because of sun. And was quite sad when we did the last rifle performance.

Packed up at around 3 and we brought it up to NP room. We ended with debrief. After that changed and went to J8 with squadmates. Got Jiajia, Yan Ni, Clarissa, Yi Jia, Esther and Wen Xian at first. But Esther and Clarissa left. Left five of us halfway. Shopshop, look around and we went to eat. I think omelette rice tastes good but it's just quite expensive. And we walked a bit more and take same MRT to go home.

I'm not sure if I should be excited for Open House. Maybe there might be rejection. Ooh. Maybe my sister will go :D I hope. But because our stuff will be NP room, I can't contact them. First shift - Mobile, seems quite fun lah. Then can move around and pull people to our booth. Second shift - Display Booth. Haha I think I will have problems giving the souvenirs to the game players because I will luan4 diao4. And there will be rifle performances! But most probably my dad and sis won't be seeing it if they are coming. I don't know lah. I'm afraid I will feel fatigue tomorrow. I shall try to sleep early.

Sabbaticals today were not bad. But the speech training. ahem. there was this mic in the class, and we had to make an intro and ending for speech. yuck. and the mic chao not sensitive, still two fists away. how to project? and for photoshop, i nearly fell asleep because i couldn't think of any design. so i shall brainstorm in the weekend yep.

CIP was challenging. I realised I couldn't really handle the people. And my partner from TCIL was not really responsive, she had problems reading the article. I tried to explain word by word and sentence by sentence. When my group members all done, I was still halfway through. I feel like a failure. Maybe it's my fault. *sighs* Got DALT and we prac-ed shi. And we are having a test on shis. Oh no..okay. Shall blog more tomorrow if I get to use the computer.

Man. What is simply wrong. It seems like the IvP teachers aren't happy, because Puay Ling and I tried to leave during lunch, the presentations were extended, you see. But I don't know why. Rifle prac was cancelled -.- And I begged Ms Chen to give me an early slot during lunch but she didn't allow. So I helped Puay Ling and myself explain the situation to ma'ams. Surprisingly, either Ms Chen was feeling happy or I am good at speaking, I told her that I will be having a CCA performance during Open House and today would most likely be the very last rehearsal. And she allowed my group to go second! It's like wow. Second! At first I think I was allocated 8th or 9th, man. If I had the slots, I bet when I finish, rifle prac zao jiu wan le. But seems like Puay Ling also tried to say, but she still got one of the bad bad slots, and I waited for her for quite long, so I went to change and greet ma'ams first.

The time we had was rather short. I thought. Because I think our performance can be brushed up so much more. Oh, I had LOA today, and Yee Hui they all said that they ended around 5. o.O Scary. And the bad thing, there is another clash during ATC. For presentation. Last day of ATC is actually the major presentation of our product le. But at the same time, I wanna stay until break camp. =( Very upset lah. And stress. I also don't know what to do. Later Ms Chen become unhappy, because she is really understanding le lah. Allow me to go off early two times today eh. If I were a teacher, I don't know how I would handle it. How? 快要崩溃了.

Yesterday was campcraft, and we pitched twice! Was vertical, then a pegger. xD Vertical is quite fun, but my door flap is really ugly. I wish I can make it neater. Oh pegging is tiring, but it's enjoyable. Reminds me of CT. (Oh yeah, that time Jin Qing ma'am was saying something about peg being aligned, but hm. I don't remember which pegs I pegged. So maybe not me. Dunno lah.) I had a big watery-full blister on my thumb. It's like when you hold a pen you can't feel it. There's a cushion in between. And I burst it accidentally when I changed to mufti during lunch, super pain man. Ow. It still hurts. I remember the peg one was 29 minutes, if I'm not wrong. :D Ego! But can do better. Need more sense of urgency. If we keep running, we might finish in 22 :D Oh yep, I've been in group 2 thrice. Consecutively! I'm really surprised by the fact :) Hope it remains this way!

Hehe, today, well I was running from classroom, and then run to water cooler for a sip of water, then run back to the stairs and down. I always pick the wrong time to do things. >< Anyway, yeah, so we did the souvenirs, and during lunch was fundraising :D It was great for me. Oh, during recess, 40 ma'am go make me buy lol. Hiya. Eh, so during lunch, not enough trays, and I was selling with Wen Xian. Yeah, she hold a lot of money. And I pestered Wang Jia, Wan Ting, Jun Wei and Si Hui they all to buy. They all bought :P Haha. And at the next table, there was a 39 ma'am. And I didn't realise. -.- Bleaah. Yep, I like selling stuff. And I'm looking forward to Open House also! Can give introduction about NP.

I don't know when to schedule my dental appointment. Because it's like there's so many things going on in the holidays. It seems like you can never get a real holiday. No playing or plain sleeping. I like to sleep until 12. Especially when raining, then cold cold like natural aircon. (: I still need ta do IN2, CL SIA, Science wksht and I don't remember what else le. But SIA will be tough man. When is this going to stop? Perhaps for a little while at all? And Puay Ling you must reconsider your decision eh. Okay, maybe you won't see this. I shall persuade you.

All the stuff inside. I'm already like feeling the fire inside. It's 火气. First some idiotic person from some sec 2 class, of some irritating speech. When it's your fault, and you make yourself sound so pissed like it's my fault. Fine. I ren. But sorry, don't expect me to lend you anything the next time round. Because every time I see you, I feel like killing you. You better get away from me.

Some more what, because it's me who does the stuff, so it's me who has to give up stuff. I don't mind exchanging. But why is the reason that you did not check beforehand, so you say it's a reason. It's really unfair. And I spent so much time doing it, and you one sentence can change everything. And really. I don't mind if you told me earlier. I would be happy to change mine with yours. It's just not fair because you realised it late.

And I'm spending so much time on cca stuff, like today. Spent almost 1 hour today. Still reached home late. When I tried to get started on CL SIA and maths, already 9 plus le. I don't know. Maybe it's stress, maybe it's my temper. I should have a temper-check yeah. But sometimes people do the most unbearable things and in turn dump the blame back at you. Like I 自作自受. Rubbish.

haven't blogged for a long time =O Anyway I shall blog about Thursday first, then onto my Friday :D

Thursday: Ran my 2.4km. I don't think I did well. I mean I could feel in myself that I could have been faster by so much, because I didn't feel like dying when I finished. Which means something is wrong - it implies I didn't do my best =X Which is bad. But look on the bright side. I passed. Which is so much better than last year. I didn't even get a bronze lor. Because of pull-ups. But this year I am getting silver! (: Lessons were fun :D Because there is home econs, and malay! I love the lessons. At least I don't feel dumb in cooking. Yep, and we cooked fried beehoon. *relates to it later in the afternoon* And Malay was cool, because I got full marks for the quiz. Or I got one question wrong. But it's all good. And we tried to finish the cartoon, but we couldn't lah xD When we were dismissed, there was supposed to be Maths remedial but because I had a dental appointment, so I got the worksheet from Ms Chooi and dashed off. I meant dashed off, because I was running across the canteen and out of the school. My first time going alone, so I was quite scared lah. Usually my mum will go with me. My turn came and Dr Kuek started talking to me. And commented on my big bag -.- I was saying about lots of stuff to carry home and home econs stuff. Somehow. We got onto the topic of beehoon. I was like, yep, we learnt how to cook fried beehoon today. She was like, ohh. what kind of beehoon? what ingredients are there? I was replying. Then she asked about seasoning. And then she went in into brands and steps. While digging and scraping and pasting the red colour thing in my mouth. At one point of time, I was *hocking* - imagine the way I would say the word "talking" when my mouth is halfway opened and speaking. Very amusing. Haha, then the assistant and the ortho were "arguing" or "debating" about which brand of soy sauce is better xD Hahaha. A nice day. Then after that, I got some food and drinks and went home.

Friday: Wow, woke up really early and reached school at about 5.20am - dad's car. I think I'm the earliest bah. I just sat at the benches and started dozing off. For about 10 mins. Squadmates came, and we went to change. Soon after, we also fell in first :D Checked u, and my TD badge wasn't aligned *weeps*. Was in senang-diri for quite some time, and we had rehearsal. We also helped 42 check their u. In that short period of time, where the music played, everyone started strolling down. We were ready! The music ended. A few seconds later, the drum played. We marched out and I felt proud :D And there was silence. Woo. Especially when we banged to face the podium. It was like -------. So clear background. I liked the feeling. And Jomain ma'am commanded us, and we also had the band play the national anthem and school song. When Ms Khoo read the message, I felt weird. But it was not as long as I thought it would be. Ma'ams did the skit after we fell out and they changed. It was so cute :D Hahaha. I can't forget it lol. Took pictures, and also had squad pictures.

Went back to class and I learnt that we had CIP. Yep, Science was in lab, I panicked for a while when I thought I should have brought my file. But no. :) After that, it was fundraising. Subbed Wen Xian because she couldn't make it, and Jiajia and I sold quite a lot, I thought so lah. Pestered classmates and squadmates to buy. It was cold and frozen. But lunch time wasn't. Had LA, and it was our own time for SIA discussion. Saw ma'ams in library but can't greet. Hehe. Oh yeah right, after that I was walking to my classroom. And I leng4 zhu4. Because I saw Zuojin ma'am, and I was thinking, am I at the wrong classroom. I paused and was like, correct what. I let a few classmates who were behind me go in first because I can't go in mah. And I quickly made Jiajia come, and we greeted ma'ams. (I urped :D) Very unexpected. Classmates all looking one, they turned and looked. Haiyun was smiling. o.O Ma'am allowed and we got in xD Haiyun was like, eh that's so cool! I was replying, got meh. So scary. >< Tsktsk. Then some classmates were asking what I was saying. Watched a video. And CME was mostly presenting of hao3 chu4 and huai4 chu4 of decisions. End class. Actually hor, our uniform is quite nice to wear :D Sense of pride. But maybe it's because it's a once-in-a-year thing that I appreciate it. Got respect mah :) When you see ma'ams, you also feel that. And some more no need to wear beret indoors one. LOL

Changed with Jiajia, and I was searching for squadmates for rifle. But don't have. I saw Zi Han and we dashed down, and saw Alicia they all. We joined in and learnt a domino thing. Also, we practised our formation with 39 ma'ams, but I felt like I man4 ban4 pai1. Geez. So, yeah, and there was music, must remember where I am lah. And the changes. Yesh, so we were released early. And we went to bathe. I thought I saw someone in mufti outside school when I walked to the locker room toilet. Some squadmates already inside and we showered. It was quite weird seeing myself in a short skirt. Maybe not short for anyone else, but yes for me. Eww *quivers with fear* Wen Xian used my towel because she didn't bring anything. -.- Must remember to take back. We were almost done and Ms Sabrina saw us and was asking us if we were tired from parade to skit to sale to dinner. But no lah :D We are happy!

Squeezed up the bus and quite a long journey with all muh stuff. *sighs* Then we reached Orchard Shopping Centre and was waiting and walking around. Squadmates were taking pictures and finally 39 ma'ams called us to go in. We were sitted in this room with 39 ma'ams and 40 ma'ams. Quite cool. And I was sitting with Jacinta, Zi Han and Puay Ling, and on the other side got Esther, Lynn, Wen Xian, Hui Han and Yan Ni. Jacinta and I were using the clips to get lots of stuff. It's like quite random. And the food was quite nice. There was a large variety and also got desserts :D I like sweet stuff. Um, after that we got out of the restaurant and had a sorta unit picture like thing outside.

But then right, the 气氛 wasn't there lah. It was a bit awkward for a few moments for my case. *thinks about it* Haha. Anyway, last year's picture taking more high and funny jiu shi le. Even though we had a shouldn't-be-happy squadtalk with 38 ma'ams. This year was very different lah. A bit sad. Went shopping with squadmates, since this year's dinner ended really early and we didn't have squadtalk or squad picture of any kind. Yeah. And I was really tired. Quite long post le hor. I shall end soon le. Yeah, I took a bus home and there was this irritating man standing behind me. Maybe it's my problem that I'm not used to someone standing behind me so close. But I felt very bu2 zi4 ran2. It's better to wear pants sometimes. And either he didn't feel that I was trying to move away from him, or he was doing it on purpose. Like that very fun meh?! Go and die.

Anyway I got home safely, *emphasises the word* but I was dead beat so I fell asleep a while after. And woke up early, as in don't have 8 hours of sleep. Then went to school for LA, and yeah. Bought donuts, burger, and drink for my mum and sis and went back home to realise my sis is out for a party. She always ah, go party one. Fine lor I eat her share. Okay I shall stop now. Lots of uncompleted SIAs and homework!

Terrible. It's 2.4 tomorrow. And I feel achiness all over. There's this ugly bruise on my knee. I mean two. And they are red. So ugly, and I feel pain in every step. But I shall make it to the end. So much homework to complete. SIAs, and files.

- Chinese SIA - Physics SIA - LA Poetry/Presentation - Maths SIA presentation - File check (math/geog) - Math IN1/IN2 - History SEQ - Math corrections

But why is there so many things to be done. It comes all at once. When you are free, you really have nothing to do. But when it comes. You can't get a proper sleep. We still need to rehearse for parade and also rifle performance. So everyday I end up going home really late. After 8pm. If this keeps on happening, I think I will not be able to be in pace with the schoolwork. I wished there is more equal distribution among the teachers and subjects. In primary school they really plan everything very well. My teachers would coordinate with one another. But now it's like one subject teacher care about her own assignment got hand in or not.

We had rifle training today, and we got new formation for NP. Yep, and it's like some squadmates subbed ma'ams and some ma'ams subbed us. I'm supposed to do the big step hentaking. Must remember. And I don't know why, it seems rather hard to catch the rifle. And Alicia cannot catch the rifle I pass. What's wrong with me. I'm totally off today. I'm guessing I'm shutting off soon. No sleep. >< And DALT dinner is coming soon. There is stress too yeah. Why would I have a skirt? I thought it was next week, and wanted to buy one during weekend. But I think I'll wear the one Alicia lent bah. =( Ohh there is rifle training on Friday. Then got no time to go home le lah! Ahh.

I don't know if it is the lack of sleep, or the sudden hot and cold, but this morning, I was so giddy. When I was walking around, I thought I would crash into a wall. Felt like so cramped in class, because of the stuffiness. I felt so enclosed. I don't know what's wrong lah. Lessons were okay, could understand. But I'm missing rifle practice on Thursday to go for dental appointment. I wished I booked the date where it is after Open House.

I am so frustrated and upset. For so many reasons that crashed into my life. Was writing an essay about failures. I feel like a failure. Messed up during rifle training today. Then there is campcraft tomorrow. But then the problem is I cannot get used to doing a standard set of procedures without many practices. I need to apply what I learnt and memorise. I'm sure the first set of tent I do will not be up to standard. >< It's worrying. I can never get back afternoon naps. In the past, it is so easy to have afternoon naps whenever you want. You can sleep up to five hours also no problem. And I remember the times when I stayed with my aunt, she would force me to sleep in the afternoon, and I always would refuse or pretend to be asleep when she comes in the room when I didn't want to sleep. Now you want to sleep also cannot. There is so many things for you to do. Why. I mean, we are still kids. I will drop one day due to lack of sleep. It's just a matter of when. Pressure and insufficient sleep. The worst combination. Or maybe a bit of unhappiness.

NAPFA is over. I'm surprised the suayness for this year didn't affect me much. Apparently, what stopped me from getting my gold wasn't what I thought would be - pull-ups, but actually my sit and reach. 2 more cm to get a C! Very xin tong. Last year I don't know why, I failed my pull-ups, and the teacher didn't count many of what I did. =X At least I kept my standard just like how I did in primary school. I shall aim for gold next year. And I will get it. I'm most likely getting a silver, provided I keep my standard for 2.4km which shouldn't be a problem :D

Jiajia and I changed into full u, but hor actually I was thinking by the time we change, we will take longer than those squadmates who don't need to change. Doesn't make sense to me at all. Oh oh our drills were not bad after all, I thought we did pretty well. We didn't get to join the parade when the flags were raised, so can't say the pledge in our groups. One thing I must remember, to keep near the marking. I totally missed yesterday. I was like 5cm away from the marking. =X For once, I was right in the middle of the squad. so funny, I always have to shift my eyes all the way to the right to see what was going on for dismissal.

I think, after the week of CSM and Labour Day, there are so much stuff due next week. CL SIA ><, Geog SIA, LA assignment, Physics SIA (Wk 9), and some worksheets here and there which are due on various days. Ahh! I feel so tired.

Arrived at Nanyang bus stop at around 5.50pm, my dad dropped me off (: Too nervous and excited to sleep on the car. I was crossing the bridge and I saw Clarissa with her mum :D But then I didn't get to talk much because I was on the phone with Nicole. Eep. Wrong time yeah. I was waiting and waiting by myself at HCI bus stop. Finally Yan Ni arrived :D Her mum was there too. And when she came hor, I was talking to my dad standing. The car door was opened and I was holding the door. Haha. My dad drove over from the opposite side to make sure I was safe. Apparently, I was like, I'm okay lah. Alone only mah. Then she arrived xD So cool. My dad saw and went, okay your friend's here, so I go le!

Oh who came next ah. Pei Yin and Zi Han right? Then got er.. Nicole. Hui Han. Alicia, Pei Ting and Lynn after we found a crampy toilet..They came in HCI after both of them arrived. Changed into full u in two different toilets. Upstairs and downstairs. We saw Sharon ma'am when we came out of the toilet :D We heard the gu coming in the school, and I called Ms Khoo. She said to meet her in front of field. And we saw Jomain ma'am, she said to put our bags down and report for duty with girl guides. I also don't know what to do.. Then we just went. Yeah, so we were allocated a list of stations, and I got the station at the visitor carpark. Very ulu one. Lynn and Hui Han were near to my station. There was some time before we started and I felt that we should look for Ms Khoo, to like let her know we got our duty mah. If not, it's like we ask her for help and just forget all about it. Dunno lah. And I got a call from 39 ma'am when the Girl Guides teacher was talking. ><

Marshalling was not bad, there was this girl guide at my post. Yep, and I heard the performance all the way. I only saw the ears of the shi at 起狮. -.- And the long was running all around. But I couldn't see the longzhu. That's how far away I was. Yah, so around that time, either at the end of the performance or sometime after that, I was just staring at that direction lah. I felt a big tap on my left shoulder, and I was mumbling, "Huh?" to myself. I turned around on my right, and I saw one hand waving in my face, very close. And I realised it was Yee Lin ma'am. She was with her friend. I was quite shocked and I went, "Oh my (softly lah), Hello ma'am." She was very amused, after all that action to be able to see her. Yee Lin ma'am is a funny ma'am lah xD Got her around always will be funny one.

Went to change, Pei Ting and I walked like so long to find a toilet, because HCI toilets always cannot fit 9 people. We found the toilet of heaven. So big and clean and nice :D We changed in there, and I was able to sit on the toilet floor to wear my socks. Then we walked a long way back to meet with squadmates and we went to put down our stuff. Bought ice cream and ice pops. All of us ate and ate and ate. I saw my classmates, asked them but it's like they all buy le. I was telling them the day before to buy when we were discussing SIA. Hiaz. Yeah, so our squad just eat, I tried all the flavours le. So full..Ma'ams were like giving this weird expression when they see us keep going to buy ice pops. Haha. After that we went to practise rifle, whereas other squadmates went for 3rd lang. Si Jia ma'am was in NP room and we asked her. Took the rifles and went to the quadrangle. We were very high and did cheers :D

Yep, and it was very weird though, because the school was bare except for some people. Some squadmates went off for lunch, and I still stayed lah, because my drills are horrid. Puay Ling was learning with Zi Han because she was confused. Yeah, so we marched in and ran back in quite a lot of times. There was one time, where I went Pose-2-(gulps)3-4. Because I was pointing my rifle at a ma'am. >< I didn't know she was there. I liked my timing yesterday :) But it seems like I lost my voice, so I couldn't exactly raise. Before that I remember Mr Mackintosh was practising with choir people haha. Then we will be humming the tune and march past them. Yesh, this went on for quite some time. We rested a bit, and did a bit more before returning the rifles to ma'ams. By that time there was Glenda, Pei Yin, Zi Han, Puay Ling, Yan Ni and me left.

We wanted to go off for lunch, so squadmates started packing up and we were PREPARING to walk out of school. That moment, Zuojin ma'am appeared and she asked if we can do formation with them, and we were like, ooh. okay. Ma'am asked us if we had anything on, but we just said we were about to go for lunch. So we went up and we listened to the music and knew a bit more stuff. Yep, there was Shiyun ma'am, Xue Ting ma'am and Linette ma'am too. So we went out and finally came back at around 2 if I'm not wrong. We borrowed rifles from 39 ma'ams, and we went up. For a while we didn't see ma'ams, until we peered into the staff room. We watched a video of rifle drills from another school and heard more about the routine, holding our rifles, ma'ams stood in the empty places and we marched in a circle and formed a cross :D There was this part where we had to bang-spin-bang-pass. I was like o.O when I saw the video. Later if we drop our rifles, then it will be..eep =X But then the passing makes us magical. When people see us, it will be like I want to learn it too! Or like How did they do it? (Just like when I first saw the video)

We thanked ma'ams and we went back to quad to learn, Zi Han seemed learned in the art of spinning my rifle, and I can proclaim that I can spin my rifle more than 20 times :D Haha, I taught Pei Yin how to spin first, then she did a few times and was like Oh!! Later on was Glenda, she was confused for a while, and I did it in slow-mo. I liked it because some things you can teach slow-mo, but some cannot. I can't spin a pen properly, but rifle-wise, it's possible :) Yep, so she grabbed the correct part of the rifle and got it too :D! Yay, so we were practising, but I'm afraid to let go of my rifle, what if it falls the wrong way? I don't know, some time later we also returned rifle, and we were sitting in the canteen, hanging at one side of the quad. And walking on the 2nd floor. Yeah, we went home at around 5. Oh wells, I got home and I was so tired and heated up. Most probably because of the sun.

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Still growing up in the midst of university. My friends tell me I think a lot, which could be good or bad depending on how you see it. I'm currently studying Linguistics in NTU. At the same time, I am involved in NPCC and various school activities. I guess this blog will include bits and pieces of my new experiences for sharing! Definitely looking forward to trying and learning new things <3

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→ Taylor Swift 1st CD!
→ A nice camera to take photos
→ The Hunger Games series
→ Justin Bieber CD - My World 2.0
→ First Step 2 Forever
→ New school stuff.

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