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: kheng wee, 2 february.
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Wow, my uncle's cafe opened today at the Tampines CC there, called Madison's The Super Sandwich :) Haha, okay so at first in the morning I had a really hard time getting out of bed, and my mum kept shaking me. So I went to see the doctor and took xray which was extremely arghh!

So after that we went to my grandma's house and ate lots and lots of food, chocolates, bentos, desserts, drinks hahas! I like yam paste and steamed milk curd. Not beancurd. Later my 舅舅 came to fetch us to Tampines there, I was sleeping like a log on the journey lol. And the cafe looked quite nice! Ate a sandwich, drank tea and ate more spaghetti. See, my appetite so big! Okay, then quite a lot of people came in to eat. Actually I wanted to try the baked rice, but no more le when we reached. So sad can.

Finally, we decided to go home, so stop at Tiong Bahru, and went to take MRT all the way home. So happy got seat and slept again. :D LOL. Okay I shall go watch tv.

Well, just starting in a random manner. :P I forgot to write that during the block test period, my classmates had many things to say about me. Haiyun was saying my hair looked like it was rebonded o.O (I think because it was very straight and "combed-like", but actually hor, I ever forget to comb and it still looks neat xD) And then Baoxian said I look like 黑社会, and then Haiyun said I looked like a keychain and/or a soft toy in NP jacket. Poof, so funny lor. Oh yeah, got back some block tests results, and maths got back damn fast, and I passed! Chinese and Physics are =X Actually Chinese is okay but I "deproved" so much. 10 marks eh. -.-

Had this relay system test today and the message was like..er waste money. It's to remind us to bring our phones on Monday, which is quite..obvious. I don't know if during our duties, we will be allowed to use phone or not. Because I'm one of the group leaders, then need to convey message if needed. Hiiya.. well today we had our last DALT with 39 ma'ams, and it was tiring yet fun lah. Coz we fell in, the only squad outside NP room, then we carried the equipment by ourselves, and also had PT around the quadrangle. It was so shiok. =D

And when we started running, ma'ams started cutting in and something nice happened (: lol then we did 39 pumpings/crunches/jumping jacks. Somehow we had to shift to the carpark, and we carried all the stuff and practised shi, revised and for the first time, I did the dian jing sequence in a shi. But some parts I didn't learn. Oh yeah, because in the shi, you turn turn turn then still have the same view, and I lost track of my sense of direction and ended up wrong direction. :X And then I remember I was trying to 进狮 with the shi bei, and Zhiyi ma'am was demo-ing and she was very fast in throwing over the shi bei, and I lagged a lot. >< However, it was good that I got to keep trying as other shiweis took turns to try. (: After that, squadmates sort of got high and then we got reprimanded as we should have lian-ed shi. Sometimes it's quite tiring, as the shi is rather heavy at times, and I really could not pull the string while doing huas! Then jiao lian kept saying 眼睛要眨. Ahh.

After a while, 39 ma'ams performed for us! : D All 4 shis were performing and it was chao cool. I liked the performance a lot lor. (: Even though it isn't very formal like that. Last DALT performance by ma'ams. The atmosphere was quite ..a bit happy and bit sad for me, but of course the happy was more. And we took a unit picture at the field there! (: Wonderful memories. Can't wait to see the photos. *forgot to say, i think i'm a bit shibai, coz i was shaking badly while shifting gu jia over to the field eh.* After that everyone carried equipment, and I only managed to take the metal gu3 jia4. Then wanted to take shi very badly, but 40 ma'ams don't want to let us carry. Then it was quite weird, because 39 ma'ams were telling them and us if 42 wanted to take, let them take. It's like just weird bah. Had to ask for permission to enter room and we had to have one person from our squad, then suddenly squadmates were all calling my name. (Glenda was holding gu ya see) Hoo. But I feel honoured haha, last DALT "timer". And I kinda zao xia for first urp. ><

Yesh then ma'ams talked to us a bit, and we asked for squadtalk hahas. This time was in the atrium, and it was funny xD I mean from you can see ma'ams face until it's the shape/shadow left. It feels so much, I mean reminds me of CT Team 2 de teamtalk. LOL. That time cannot see the details of everyone's face. You put your hand in front of you also can't see. And ma'ams treated us to Haagen Daas! (: WOW! haha and before that we went to get food from PTM reception. And we had the "list", like that time 38 ma'ams squadtalk, we asked ma'ams lots of lame stuff xD - like who will get married first, why ma'am is dark, who smartest, funniest, scary and chou3 shi4. :) Oh yeah, surprisingly, ma'ams thought I was in chinese dance! xD Hahahaha. I tried various ccas in primary school but never tried dance. I enjoyed squadtalk. But haha squadmates talk quite loud then sometimes can't hear clearly.

And Jie Qi ma'am 没有讲故事! =D I was hoping she didn't lol. Anyway it was so 好玩. Had to leave just after PTM ended, and it finished quite happily. And Wen Xian grabbed me to go get her bag from canteen and I was screaming. Tsktsktsk. My dad asked me to meet him at audi, and I walked the dance room way, and I was like smiling, because we had squadtalk lol, and I turned the corner and saw some 39 ma'ams at water cooler. Felt rather awkward. And then Clarissa said hi xD Another surprise! Talked about random stuff a bit, and found my dad, and we were walking back towards the lift and saw squadmates and ma'ams along the way. Fun. Haha then Nicole said hi again.

I went to the Sheng Siong that Mcdonalds for dinner, and I saw the Olympic 2008 collectibles. Haha I feel like buying the extra value meal, but decided not to in the end. Finally reached home and still had some chicken rice left, so just eat. And I'm feeling rather full de lor. // Tomorrow have doctor appointment. And I have to make a choice between the opening of my uncle's cafe, and meeting with my relatives at the airport. I still haven't made up my mind. Either go with my mum or dad. Woo. Can don't go or not?

It's the last day, we did maths today, I'm quite scared that I won't do well okay. =X And a lot of WEIRD stuff happened today, funny tv shows, I just kept laughing. But I got pretty tired when I reached home. Today took bus with Eunice Loo and Joy Khor home, haha our class two Eunices and two Joys. Yep, and I was dozing off. And we watched Romeo and Juliet during assembly. OMG, it was seriously odd. I mean, the balcony scenes?! Yuck. Oh yeah, for fun, I thought the Romeo guy look like some disney actor. Hohoho.

Tomorrow, there's ndp rehearsal, and I just knew about it today o.o Wow. I am not exactly, say, looking forward to it, because I might have remedial tomorrow and I don't know yet. Argh, and I haven't finished my maths written task, actually I don't have much clue about how to do it, because I can't prove stuff. Stupid. Um, and everything's confusing. I mean block tests are just over and there are stuff to be done. Science things also. Total mess woah.

Must tell myself to jiayou xD Lately quite stressed, must be release stress. And Friday...是 last dalt I guess. >< I don't want it to come, really.

We got our NP jacket on Tuesday! So awesome.
And today was rather fun. Had dance, we tried to catch up with 2 lessons of stuff and I practically dashed to the classroom to get my hongzi and we had POP lunch rehearsal. I don't want it to be so soon. :X Oh yeah, science practical ended soo late and we cut into 5 mins of history lesson, but ms chua wasn't around. Haha and maths remedial was like 5 people only. And no teacher once again. So we just did the worksheet and go home (:

Speaking of that, I remember I got food in my bag haven't eat. =D Blocks coming, so will blog lesser I guess. Must go study! Jiayou everyone :D

P.S. I think I saw Zhiying ma'am when I went to Jurong Point. *suspicious* But she didn't see me xD

11th July 2008 O:!
Ah! We spilled things out yesterday. After DALT talk all the way until 8!! =D I shall just start with everything yesterday. Got to school and tried rushing my homework out, it was okay because we ended at like 12 plus. We went to borrow 4 shis and I returned punishment with Jacinta and Yan Ni, I think other squadmates couldn't find us. For DALT, we ran around the track as a squad, and we were dashing that round :D And we played freeze and melt which I ran super fast in. Haha, coz of the monster thing >< So when ma'ams tried to catch, I would actually "run" for my life. -.- I guess that's why I overexerted myself and had to rest. >< Or maybe it was because I didn't eat proper lunch. And actually when we borrowed shi, Jin Qing ma'am said that longyue people had to perform, and we all very huang. So in the end Glenda performed two instruments o.o While Alicia and I held the other side of the bo for her. And ma'ams were very nice! As in ma'ams went to get milo and asked me to drink, but I felt very bad that I had to come out of the game, so I was like ma'am bu yong. =X Haha in the end squadmates shared the milo (:

Yep, and the visitors were playing with the long and gus, so we were at one side practising the shi. And we didn't have shi test. O: Ma'ams initially asked us if we wanted to do anything like recre or squadtalk, but after that jiao lian told 40 ma'ams and us to go over to one side O: and omg so weird. xD Later we carried equipment up and we asked ma'ams if we could have squadtalk (: Yay, but we didn't have punishments. I don't regret it lah. (: So for squadtalk we went to netball court, we were quite excited actually. Haha there was Yung Hian ma'am, Jia Wen ma'am, Hui Shan ma'am and Jie Qi ma'am at first (Jomain ma'am and Zhiyi ma'am were playing ball in the other court.) but ma'am left one by one >< So in the end had Jie Qi ma'am and Zhi Yi ma'am. OMG. It's so weird. I can't believe I met Hui Shan ma'am's...father? Through an odd incient. Woah. I think if I'm not wrong we talked about lots of stuff and eep..something that we shouldn't speak about here xD Pei Ting's blog got a lot of info man. And we found out Yung Hian's ma'am's chinese name. Oh yeah ma'am also asked for my name, and I think they mei xiang dao. xD And ma'ams know one of the ma'ams I like le o.O But ma'ams aren't 100% correct yet. Maybe I should not say. >< It will be very awkward now! We also know more stuff about 39 ma'ams le! AHH! We haven't got this kind of feeling with 39 ma'ams for a long long time le. I felt like I opened up, and I also couldn't explain why. Second last DALT over, I still want some more squadtalks! Maybe we can talk to all 39 ma'ams. Like that time in atrium like that, but talk about happier stuff. It will be very nice one.

I'm seriously doubtful that one actually can be a teacher. The day was actually filled with excitement and fun today, because we got to explore NP room, and when we clear stuff, we find unexpected stuff xD But that stupid thing that spoilt the whole thing, was actually my teacher. My form teacher. During break, she told me to ask the cleanliness rep to clear the bin. So okay. Anyway I was on the phone, so actually it was already very rude. When someone is on the phone, how can you interrupt? But never mind. Since she is a teacher, she is someone whom I should respect.

But clearing the bin is only done after school, so I was made a note to tell Claudia after school. Then during contact time, suddenly my form teacher called a random name out of nowhere, and pointed at me. I was like huh?! with my eyes staring wide open. While I was in a confused state, she continued asking, did you do what I asked you to do? But I was still wondering what the heck she was calling me. Then she didn't even see me that confused and started talking loudly, that she told me and asked why it wasn't done.

I mean, firstly, she didn't even realised she called me by the wrong name. If I'm a form teacher of a class, and don't even know the names of all my students, I wouldn't even let myself stay as form teacher. And I have a nice name okay. It's really insulting for a teacher who is supposed to be respected to just simply point to someone and start scolding. She didn't even give me a chance to explain, or even say that she didn't even get my name right. What right does she have to actually start scolding? And cleaning the dustbin is always done at the end of the day, so what's wrong if the dustbin wasn't cleared yet. I felt really unjustified. And I have the urge to. [......] her. I suddenly lost respect le.

And actually cleaning NP & DALT room is a fun thing to do. I was in charge of cleaning the DALT equipment with some squadmates. I like the long, it's so cute. Then we got to exercise a bit, running up and down in our pe attire hahas. Somehow our corridor got crammed, so it got harder and harder to go through. We carried long, ba, shi. Yeah, we were sitting at vending machine cleaning the equipment. For a moment I imagined that the long was a horse and cleaned it like the back. xD NVM. I didn't know the long was quite dusty. Then during the shifting I kept sweating and sweating. Aiyo. So we went up to NP room and shift stuff back, and tried to help with other areas. We moved the rifles. I remember trying to wash a big tub with Alicia, then I found some random PT kits, and posters. Actually I picked up a lot of things and brought it in. Out of the blue, I found two small dian deng pao. And passed to ma'am. So cute lol. I was staring at it. Anyway tonight got a bit frightened, but it's okay. We know where we went wrong, and we must try to make it right.

Yesterday was funfair and we had lots of preparation time lah. So I reached school and as we had to collect kitkats from ma'ams, so I called Puay Ling, then Jiajia, Puay Ling and I went to find ma'ams. We took quite long, because it wasn't clear if we had to take one pack or two. Yep, and the best part was that we finally got to do funfair with OUR OWN 202 SHIRT!! We managed to clear practically everything, we sold macaroni covered with mushroom soup and cocktail. Was quite fun. Yeah, then I also bought stuff from stalls. Spent all my 10 bucks. Haha, 202 got the cleanest class award. And then we also had lollipops. Was fun. After that, somehow, Lynn, Clarissa, Glenda, Jiajia, Zi Han and I ended up at 3rd floor hall area there, and then..Jiajia went to suck in helium from the balloons. And she sounded squeaky. OMG. So creepy. Glenda also tried, but not so amusing as Jiajia. She also went highpitched for a second. Later, Jiajia and Lynn went off, and the rest of us was hanging out at the piano there, when we finally went home.

I was really excited for OO yesterday, and prepared coloured cards and everything lah. Was quite happy kind. I mean, it's our first time hosting a major competition for NYNP! I read the script out a few times, and slept quite late. But I managed to wake up early, and I reached school at 6 man. Eh. Yeah, but Pei Ting was delayed because she overslept. We were in panic mode. Pei Ting arrived, and we fell out and had a small briefing before proceeding on to our stations. The activity itself was quite fun, but I really thought our stuff was disorganised. As in, we had clear rules and everything, but our table was simply very messy. You couldn't find anything when you needed it. I thought we spent a lot of time having to flip our stuff to find things. At the start of the game, where we had our own time, I tried to keep it neat, but afterall a while, I don't know why, everything was like strewn all over the place. That's when I began to huang1 and because time is a crucial factor in OO, then I wanted to be fast, but small stuff like having to find the checklist etc, slowed me down. But I can't exactly say our table is very disorganised right, it will be very weird. Anyway, no one else thought so, so I could be very picky about stuff.

Later on ma'ams talked to us, and we had to change into DALT tee + shiku/shidai, so we chionged a lot. Yeah, we were running about the school in bright red pants. The funny thing was that in the short timespan we changed, it actually rained. So when I first stepped out of the toilet, I was wondering how come so quiet. We ran to NP room, and realised no one was there, and Yung Hian ma'am ran over to tell us to go over and carry equipment. The gu seemed light. Yeah, then we had to play the finale. I partnered my shiwei Nicole (:, and surprisingly, we remained until there were like around 9 groups left. Quite fun. But it was also really great to sit outside and watch Hui Han and Yan Ni battle it out with other teams. Hui Han so cute xD Then suddenly I noticed that ACS (BR) people were actually picking up the balloon scraps, and I was asking squadmates about what to do lol. I mean, because we are the host mah, I felt bad that they were doing it. It was really nice of them lor. But then I was like going over to them and saying that they really didn't have to do it one. Later Puay Ling was picking those up, and squadmates also helped. =] Very quickly it was cleared le.

After that, ma'ams were sort of talking to the schools, and we started with the DALT performance. I was quite happy about it, as in I like performing in DALT Tee, got pride. (: But then, Wen Xian's ba was ..broken. I mean, metal actually just broke. When I first heard the sequence, and that Jin Qing ma'am and Jomain ma'am were going to zhan4 jiao3 on pen1 and the bench, I was really like filled with ... respect! It's really hard. The performance was actually nice, but there was a small accident. But it really was a performance worth looking up to. The giving out of prizes later, and we started carrying equipment up to NP room. We had debrief, but then it was like a bit upset that not everyone had fun. And I felt a little sad and disappointed bah. Luckily we had 4 people for Genius Development, because if one person went over, then it would mean we could have been busier. Because there was one point of time where they were 5-6 schools and like, it was really hard to be sharing the cards. And there would be confusion actually. But then it was filled with exciting elements and was fun. It was a success lah! Later on, ma'ams were talking to us so it kind of made me feel very bad. >< We actually did not let ma'ams know.

Changed, and then smsed Justin to see their opinion of OO today. Unexpectedly, he called. O: They enjoyed themselves, it was very nice to hear. Aiya. Anyway the whole afternoon I didn't feel like talking, was tired le. Then squadmates and I went to curry wok. And quite fun listening to squadmates talk about random stuff. Went home with Yan Ni, Yi Jia and Wen Xian, but I fell asleep for half the journey. When Yi Jia and I got off, I was like in a half awake mode, and Yi Jia said got 39 ma'ams, as in they were on the bus. I was like O.O Very big shock. Walked around the mall and got home.

But these couple of days were good, got to plan stuff and prepare ourselves to speak better in front of audiences. Oh wells. (: Great job everyone.

I'm feeling so stressed suddenly. I mean, I was like so high and excited for the funfair and operation opulence, until history sia affected me. Anyway I shall be getting my sleep, soon. Terrible terrible. I'm in a wrong state of mind. In delirium. Lately, I've been hallucinating. >< Gosh, this is scary one. I must hang on to the end le.. Have so many things to complete!

I think there's so many things coming, firstly funfair, then Operation Opulence, then got chinese debate, cross country. Woots. Quite a lot. Im hoping tomorrow will be slack xD And I'm happy that Monday is a holiday! Can spend time doing stuff. Lately, I've been staying up late lah. Doing Romeo and Juliet things and er..random stuff. I heard that some schools already heard about OO le. Yeah, areamate Justin said he not going. >< Then Nicole said something about Catholic High knowing about the thing. It's so cool, like our school's activity is spread to quite a number of schools. I wonder if there will be a lot of people on the actual day itself. Ohh, I've been trying to go home early haha. But I always can't resist the temptation of staying in school and eat, and doing things with squadmates. These couple of days, I managed to go home and sleep in afternoons.

We did not go for ACT yesterday, because we had parental objections. We told ma'ams at last minute, and ma'ams helped us a lot in settling the matter. I felt quite grateful actually. But I never wanted like such an awkward situation to happen. Then during lunch today we were hoping that ma'ams can have a squadtalk with us. :X It's like we've never had a...heart-to-heart squadtalk with ma'ams before..Very 遗憾. Still remember last year with 38 ma'ams always have squadtalk after school, then we always laugh so much. I don't want POP to come so soon. :( At least we will have a chance to do OO, and cross country alongside with ma'ams, as a unit. Must enjoy ourselves, even though we know we are reaching a stopping point soon.

I shall strive to complete my SIA. And also prepare for debate. Must win. I'm scared..Anyway more block tests coming soon. Must jiayou also. There is so many things in me now, can't put down but stuck there all the time. And today we had CME presentation..It was quite bad, we overshot. Then Jiajia also because of us.. >< It's like according to last night's sequence, I remembered Jiajia was allocated to one celebrity, but then I don't know why it was swopped!! Because I remembed Haiyun and I stuck to one golden rule, which was to let everyone speak once before another cycle begins. I'm feeling really awful. It's like I did wrong also. I also don't know how to express to her. It's terrible inside. :X 很难受很难受. My conscience keeps reminding myself of it. =X

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Wow, my uncle's cafe opened today at the Tampines CC there, called Madison's The Super Sandwich :) Haha, okay so at first in the morning I had a really hard time getting out of bed, and my mum kept shaking me. So I went to see the doctor and took xray which was extremely arghh!

So after that we went to my grandma's house and ate lots and lots of food, chocolates, bentos, desserts, drinks hahas! I like yam paste and steamed milk curd. Not beancurd. Later my 舅舅 came to fetch us to Tampines there, I was sleeping like a log on the journey lol. And the cafe looked quite nice! Ate a sandwich, drank tea and ate more spaghetti. See, my appetite so big! Okay, then quite a lot of people came in to eat. Actually I wanted to try the baked rice, but no more le when we reached. So sad can.

Finally, we decided to go home, so stop at Tiong Bahru, and went to take MRT all the way home. So happy got seat and slept again. :D LOL. Okay I shall go watch tv.

Well, just starting in a random manner. :P I forgot to write that during the block test period, my classmates had many things to say about me. Haiyun was saying my hair looked like it was rebonded o.O (I think because it was very straight and "combed-like", but actually hor, I ever forget to comb and it still looks neat xD) And then Baoxian said I look like 黑社会, and then Haiyun said I looked like a keychain and/or a soft toy in NP jacket. Poof, so funny lor. Oh yeah, got back some block tests results, and maths got back damn fast, and I passed! Chinese and Physics are =X Actually Chinese is okay but I "deproved" so much. 10 marks eh. -.-

Had this relay system test today and the message was like..er waste money. It's to remind us to bring our phones on Monday, which is quite..obvious. I don't know if during our duties, we will be allowed to use phone or not. Because I'm one of the group leaders, then need to convey message if needed. Hiiya.. well today we had our last DALT with 39 ma'ams, and it was tiring yet fun lah. Coz we fell in, the only squad outside NP room, then we carried the equipment by ourselves, and also had PT around the quadrangle. It was so shiok. =D

And when we started running, ma'ams started cutting in and something nice happened (: lol then we did 39 pumpings/crunches/jumping jacks. Somehow we had to shift to the carpark, and we carried all the stuff and practised shi, revised and for the first time, I did the dian jing sequence in a shi. But some parts I didn't learn. Oh yeah, because in the shi, you turn turn turn then still have the same view, and I lost track of my sense of direction and ended up wrong direction. :X And then I remember I was trying to 进狮 with the shi bei, and Zhiyi ma'am was demo-ing and she was very fast in throwing over the shi bei, and I lagged a lot. >< However, it was good that I got to keep trying as other shiweis took turns to try. (: After that, squadmates sort of got high and then we got reprimanded as we should have lian-ed shi. Sometimes it's quite tiring, as the shi is rather heavy at times, and I really could not pull the string while doing huas! Then jiao lian kept saying 眼睛要眨. Ahh.

After a while, 39 ma'ams performed for us! : D All 4 shis were performing and it was chao cool. I liked the performance a lot lor. (: Even though it isn't very formal like that. Last DALT performance by ma'ams. The atmosphere was quite ..a bit happy and bit sad for me, but of course the happy was more. And we took a unit picture at the field there! (: Wonderful memories. Can't wait to see the photos. *forgot to say, i think i'm a bit shibai, coz i was shaking badly while shifting gu jia over to the field eh.* After that everyone carried equipment, and I only managed to take the metal gu3 jia4. Then wanted to take shi very badly, but 40 ma'ams don't want to let us carry. Then it was quite weird, because 39 ma'ams were telling them and us if 42 wanted to take, let them take. It's like just weird bah. Had to ask for permission to enter room and we had to have one person from our squad, then suddenly squadmates were all calling my name. (Glenda was holding gu ya see) Hoo. But I feel honoured haha, last DALT "timer". And I kinda zao xia for first urp. ><

Yesh then ma'ams talked to us a bit, and we asked for squadtalk hahas. This time was in the atrium, and it was funny xD I mean from you can see ma'ams face until it's the shape/shadow left. It feels so much, I mean reminds me of CT Team 2 de teamtalk. LOL. That time cannot see the details of everyone's face. You put your hand in front of you also can't see. And ma'ams treated us to Haagen Daas! (: WOW! haha and before that we went to get food from PTM reception. And we had the "list", like that time 38 ma'ams squadtalk, we asked ma'ams lots of lame stuff xD - like who will get married first, why ma'am is dark, who smartest, funniest, scary and chou3 shi4. :) Oh yeah, surprisingly, ma'ams thought I was in chinese dance! xD Hahahaha. I tried various ccas in primary school but never tried dance. I enjoyed squadtalk. But haha squadmates talk quite loud then sometimes can't hear clearly.

And Jie Qi ma'am 没有讲故事! =D I was hoping she didn't lol. Anyway it was so 好玩. Had to leave just after PTM ended, and it finished quite happily. And Wen Xian grabbed me to go get her bag from canteen and I was screaming. Tsktsktsk. My dad asked me to meet him at audi, and I walked the dance room way, and I was like smiling, because we had squadtalk lol, and I turned the corner and saw some 39 ma'ams at water cooler. Felt rather awkward. And then Clarissa said hi xD Another surprise! Talked about random stuff a bit, and found my dad, and we were walking back towards the lift and saw squadmates and ma'ams along the way. Fun. Haha then Nicole said hi again.

I went to the Sheng Siong that Mcdonalds for dinner, and I saw the Olympic 2008 collectibles. Haha I feel like buying the extra value meal, but decided not to in the end. Finally reached home and still had some chicken rice left, so just eat. And I'm feeling rather full de lor. // Tomorrow have doctor appointment. And I have to make a choice between the opening of my uncle's cafe, and meeting with my relatives at the airport. I still haven't made up my mind. Either go with my mum or dad. Woo. Can don't go or not?

It's the last day, we did maths today, I'm quite scared that I won't do well okay. =X And a lot of WEIRD stuff happened today, funny tv shows, I just kept laughing. But I got pretty tired when I reached home. Today took bus with Eunice Loo and Joy Khor home, haha our class two Eunices and two Joys. Yep, and I was dozing off. And we watched Romeo and Juliet during assembly. OMG, it was seriously odd. I mean, the balcony scenes?! Yuck. Oh yeah, for fun, I thought the Romeo guy look like some disney actor. Hohoho.

Tomorrow, there's ndp rehearsal, and I just knew about it today o.o Wow. I am not exactly, say, looking forward to it, because I might have remedial tomorrow and I don't know yet. Argh, and I haven't finished my maths written task, actually I don't have much clue about how to do it, because I can't prove stuff. Stupid. Um, and everything's confusing. I mean block tests are just over and there are stuff to be done. Science things also. Total mess woah.

Must tell myself to jiayou xD Lately quite stressed, must be release stress. And Friday...是 last dalt I guess. >< I don't want it to come, really.

We got our NP jacket on Tuesday! So awesome.
And today was rather fun. Had dance, we tried to catch up with 2 lessons of stuff and I practically dashed to the classroom to get my hongzi and we had POP lunch rehearsal. I don't want it to be so soon. :X Oh yeah, science practical ended soo late and we cut into 5 mins of history lesson, but ms chua wasn't around. Haha and maths remedial was like 5 people only. And no teacher once again. So we just did the worksheet and go home (:

Speaking of that, I remember I got food in my bag haven't eat. =D Blocks coming, so will blog lesser I guess. Must go study! Jiayou everyone :D

P.S. I think I saw Zhiying ma'am when I went to Jurong Point. *suspicious* But she didn't see me xD

11th July 2008 O:!
Ah! We spilled things out yesterday. After DALT talk all the way until 8!! =D I shall just start with everything yesterday. Got to school and tried rushing my homework out, it was okay because we ended at like 12 plus. We went to borrow 4 shis and I returned punishment with Jacinta and Yan Ni, I think other squadmates couldn't find us. For DALT, we ran around the track as a squad, and we were dashing that round :D And we played freeze and melt which I ran super fast in. Haha, coz of the monster thing >< So when ma'ams tried to catch, I would actually "run" for my life. -.- I guess that's why I overexerted myself and had to rest. >< Or maybe it was because I didn't eat proper lunch. And actually when we borrowed shi, Jin Qing ma'am said that longyue people had to perform, and we all very huang. So in the end Glenda performed two instruments o.o While Alicia and I held the other side of the bo for her. And ma'ams were very nice! As in ma'ams went to get milo and asked me to drink, but I felt very bad that I had to come out of the game, so I was like ma'am bu yong. =X Haha in the end squadmates shared the milo (:

Yep, and the visitors were playing with the long and gus, so we were at one side practising the shi. And we didn't have shi test. O: Ma'ams initially asked us if we wanted to do anything like recre or squadtalk, but after that jiao lian told 40 ma'ams and us to go over to one side O: and omg so weird. xD Later we carried equipment up and we asked ma'ams if we could have squadtalk (: Yay, but we didn't have punishments. I don't regret it lah. (: So for squadtalk we went to netball court, we were quite excited actually. Haha there was Yung Hian ma'am, Jia Wen ma'am, Hui Shan ma'am and Jie Qi ma'am at first (Jomain ma'am and Zhiyi ma'am were playing ball in the other court.) but ma'am left one by one >< So in the end had Jie Qi ma'am and Zhi Yi ma'am. OMG. It's so weird. I can't believe I met Hui Shan ma'am's...father? Through an odd incient. Woah. I think if I'm not wrong we talked about lots of stuff and eep..something that we shouldn't speak about here xD Pei Ting's blog got a lot of info man. And we found out Yung Hian's ma'am's chinese name. Oh yeah ma'am also asked for my name, and I think they mei xiang dao. xD And ma'ams know one of the ma'ams I like le o.O But ma'ams aren't 100% correct yet. Maybe I should not say. >< It will be very awkward now! We also know more stuff about 39 ma'ams le! AHH! We haven't got this kind of feeling with 39 ma'ams for a long long time le. I felt like I opened up, and I also couldn't explain why. Second last DALT over, I still want some more squadtalks! Maybe we can talk to all 39 ma'ams. Like that time in atrium like that, but talk about happier stuff. It will be very nice one.

I'm seriously doubtful that one actually can be a teacher. The day was actually filled with excitement and fun today, because we got to explore NP room, and when we clear stuff, we find unexpected stuff xD But that stupid thing that spoilt the whole thing, was actually my teacher. My form teacher. During break, she told me to ask the cleanliness rep to clear the bin. So okay. Anyway I was on the phone, so actually it was already very rude. When someone is on the phone, how can you interrupt? But never mind. Since she is a teacher, she is someone whom I should respect.

But clearing the bin is only done after school, so I was made a note to tell Claudia after school. Then during contact time, suddenly my form teacher called a random name out of nowhere, and pointed at me. I was like huh?! with my eyes staring wide open. While I was in a confused state, she continued asking, did you do what I asked you to do? But I was still wondering what the heck she was calling me. Then she didn't even see me that confused and started talking loudly, that she told me and asked why it wasn't done.

I mean, firstly, she didn't even realised she called me by the wrong name. If I'm a form teacher of a class, and don't even know the names of all my students, I wouldn't even let myself stay as form teacher. And I have a nice name okay. It's really insulting for a teacher who is supposed to be respected to just simply point to someone and start scolding. She didn't even give me a chance to explain, or even say that she didn't even get my name right. What right does she have to actually start scolding? And cleaning the dustbin is always done at the end of the day, so what's wrong if the dustbin wasn't cleared yet. I felt really unjustified. And I have the urge to. [......] her. I suddenly lost respect le.

And actually cleaning NP & DALT room is a fun thing to do. I was in charge of cleaning the DALT equipment with some squadmates. I like the long, it's so cute. Then we got to exercise a bit, running up and down in our pe attire hahas. Somehow our corridor got crammed, so it got harder and harder to go through. We carried long, ba, shi. Yeah, we were sitting at vending machine cleaning the equipment. For a moment I imagined that the long was a horse and cleaned it like the back. xD NVM. I didn't know the long was quite dusty. Then during the shifting I kept sweating and sweating. Aiyo. So we went up to NP room and shift stuff back, and tried to help with other areas. We moved the rifles. I remember trying to wash a big tub with Alicia, then I found some random PT kits, and posters. Actually I picked up a lot of things and brought it in. Out of the blue, I found two small dian deng pao. And passed to ma'am. So cute lol. I was staring at it. Anyway tonight got a bit frightened, but it's okay. We know where we went wrong, and we must try to make it right.

Yesterday was funfair and we had lots of preparation time lah. So I reached school and as we had to collect kitkats from ma'ams, so I called Puay Ling, then Jiajia, Puay Ling and I went to find ma'ams. We took quite long, because it wasn't clear if we had to take one pack or two. Yep, and the best part was that we finally got to do funfair with OUR OWN 202 SHIRT!! We managed to clear practically everything, we sold macaroni covered with mushroom soup and cocktail. Was quite fun. Yeah, then I also bought stuff from stalls. Spent all my 10 bucks. Haha, 202 got the cleanest class award. And then we also had lollipops. Was fun. After that, somehow, Lynn, Clarissa, Glenda, Jiajia, Zi Han and I ended up at 3rd floor hall area there, and then..Jiajia went to suck in helium from the balloons. And she sounded squeaky. OMG. So creepy. Glenda also tried, but not so amusing as Jiajia. She also went highpitched for a second. Later, Jiajia and Lynn went off, and the rest of us was hanging out at the piano there, when we finally went home.

I was really excited for OO yesterday, and prepared coloured cards and everything lah. Was quite happy kind. I mean, it's our first time hosting a major competition for NYNP! I read the script out a few times, and slept quite late. But I managed to wake up early, and I reached school at 6 man. Eh. Yeah, but Pei Ting was delayed because she overslept. We were in panic mode. Pei Ting arrived, and we fell out and had a small briefing before proceeding on to our stations. The activity itself was quite fun, but I really thought our stuff was disorganised. As in, we had clear rules and everything, but our table was simply very messy. You couldn't find anything when you needed it. I thought we spent a lot of time having to flip our stuff to find things. At the start of the game, where we had our own time, I tried to keep it neat, but afterall a while, I don't know why, everything was like strewn all over the place. That's when I began to huang1 and because time is a crucial factor in OO, then I wanted to be fast, but small stuff like having to find the checklist etc, slowed me down. But I can't exactly say our table is very disorganised right, it will be very weird. Anyway, no one else thought so, so I could be very picky about stuff.

Later on ma'ams talked to us, and we had to change into DALT tee + shiku/shidai, so we chionged a lot. Yeah, we were running about the school in bright red pants. The funny thing was that in the short timespan we changed, it actually rained. So when I first stepped out of the toilet, I was wondering how come so quiet. We ran to NP room, and realised no one was there, and Yung Hian ma'am ran over to tell us to go over and carry equipment. The gu seemed light. Yeah, then we had to play the finale. I partnered my shiwei Nicole (:, and surprisingly, we remained until there were like around 9 groups left. Quite fun. But it was also really great to sit outside and watch Hui Han and Yan Ni battle it out with other teams. Hui Han so cute xD Then suddenly I noticed that ACS (BR) people were actually picking up the balloon scraps, and I was asking squadmates about what to do lol. I mean, because we are the host mah, I felt bad that they were doing it. It was really nice of them lor. But then I was like going over to them and saying that they really didn't have to do it one. Later Puay Ling was picking those up, and squadmates also helped. =] Very quickly it was cleared le.

After that, ma'ams were sort of talking to the schools, and we started with the DALT performance. I was quite happy about it, as in I like performing in DALT Tee, got pride. (: But then, Wen Xian's ba was ..broken. I mean, metal actually just broke. When I first heard the sequence, and that Jin Qing ma'am and Jomain ma'am were going to zhan4 jiao3 on pen1 and the bench, I was really like filled with ... respect! It's really hard. The performance was actually nice, but there was a small accident. But it really was a performance worth looking up to. The giving out of prizes later, and we started carrying equipment up to NP room. We had debrief, but then it was like a bit upset that not everyone had fun. And I felt a little sad and disappointed bah. Luckily we had 4 people for Genius Development, because if one person went over, then it would mean we could have been busier. Because there was one point of time where they were 5-6 schools and like, it was really hard to be sharing the cards. And there would be confusion actually. But then it was filled with exciting elements and was fun. It was a success lah! Later on, ma'ams were talking to us so it kind of made me feel very bad. >< We actually did not let ma'ams know.

Changed, and then smsed Justin to see their opinion of OO today. Unexpectedly, he called. O: They enjoyed themselves, it was very nice to hear. Aiya. Anyway the whole afternoon I didn't feel like talking, was tired le. Then squadmates and I went to curry wok. And quite fun listening to squadmates talk about random stuff. Went home with Yan Ni, Yi Jia and Wen Xian, but I fell asleep for half the journey. When Yi Jia and I got off, I was like in a half awake mode, and Yi Jia said got 39 ma'ams, as in they were on the bus. I was like O.O Very big shock. Walked around the mall and got home.

But these couple of days were good, got to plan stuff and prepare ourselves to speak better in front of audiences. Oh wells. (: Great job everyone.

I'm feeling so stressed suddenly. I mean, I was like so high and excited for the funfair and operation opulence, until history sia affected me. Anyway I shall be getting my sleep, soon. Terrible terrible. I'm in a wrong state of mind. In delirium. Lately, I've been hallucinating. >< Gosh, this is scary one. I must hang on to the end le.. Have so many things to complete!

I think there's so many things coming, firstly funfair, then Operation Opulence, then got chinese debate, cross country. Woots. Quite a lot. Im hoping tomorrow will be slack xD And I'm happy that Monday is a holiday! Can spend time doing stuff. Lately, I've been staying up late lah. Doing Romeo and Juliet things and er..random stuff. I heard that some schools already heard about OO le. Yeah, areamate Justin said he not going. >< Then Nicole said something about Catholic High knowing about the thing. It's so cool, like our school's activity is spread to quite a number of schools. I wonder if there will be a lot of people on the actual day itself. Ohh, I've been trying to go home early haha. But I always can't resist the temptation of staying in school and eat, and doing things with squadmates. These couple of days, I managed to go home and sleep in afternoons.

We did not go for ACT yesterday, because we had parental objections. We told ma'ams at last minute, and ma'ams helped us a lot in settling the matter. I felt quite grateful actually. But I never wanted like such an awkward situation to happen. Then during lunch today we were hoping that ma'ams can have a squadtalk with us. :X It's like we've never had a...heart-to-heart squadtalk with ma'ams before..Very 遗憾. Still remember last year with 38 ma'ams always have squadtalk after school, then we always laugh so much. I don't want POP to come so soon. :( At least we will have a chance to do OO, and cross country alongside with ma'ams, as a unit. Must enjoy ourselves, even though we know we are reaching a stopping point soon.

I shall strive to complete my SIA. And also prepare for debate. Must win. I'm scared..Anyway more block tests coming soon. Must jiayou also. There is so many things in me now, can't put down but stuck there all the time. And today we had CME presentation..It was quite bad, we overshot. Then Jiajia also because of us.. >< It's like according to last night's sequence, I remembered Jiajia was allocated to one celebrity, but then I don't know why it was swopped!! Because I remembed Haiyun and I stuck to one golden rule, which was to let everyone speak once before another cycle begins. I'm feeling really awful. It's like I did wrong also. I also don't know how to express to her. It's terrible inside. :X 很难受很难受. My conscience keeps reminding myself of it. =X

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Still growing up in the midst of university. My friends tell me I think a lot, which could be good or bad depending on how you see it. I'm currently studying Linguistics in NTU. At the same time, I am involved in NPCC and various school activities. I guess this blog will include bits and pieces of my new experiences for sharing! Definitely looking forward to trying and learning new things <3

NYNPCCDALT 41, NYCT2'08, NYCT2'10, 202'08, 406'09
NPAP'09, Dramafeste '11/12, CIBTC J11
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→ Taylor Swift 1st CD!
→ A nice camera to take photos
→ The Hunger Games series
→ Justin Bieber CD - My World 2.0
→ First Step 2 Forever
→ New school stuff.

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