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written on Monday, August 3, 2009 @ 1:18 PM ✈

wow new week, so many things has happened.
well last week. ohh i saw shiyun ma'am and yeelin ma'am, talked to yeelin ma'am about POP.
fell sick shortly because of lack of sleep. i had to do extra for physics sia because nicole's mic screwed up. so the video i did the animation itself (toughh work) and voiceovers myself. slept at 2am, plus all the lack of sleep i had. because no one expected her mic to spoil right! so yahh sigh. i planned to sleep at 12am, but everything dragged on lor. my parents said i keep staying up late.

so sick yep. the day where we were supposed to slowmarch and stuff, well, they changed the slowmarch people. i shall not say much about structure. but i'm having super mixed feelings. when people ask if i'm fine, i can't answer for sure either. sometimes im telling myself to look on the bright side but it seems like lying. but again, it isn't that bad. i guess right. i don't know, but yes, there is a sense of disappointment. could see how sqdms were like when they came home. well it's sunday now, i guess i should be calm right. but sigh. it's a bit weirdd still. i can't say i'm calm and balanced already. i'm still feeling imbalanced. it kind of hurts a bit sometimes when you think. i'm willing to take anything that comes and do a great job, but i'm not sure if i will like what i got, because it may not be what i wanted in the first place. i'm afraid to have a lack of passion. because with passion everything goes well right. but once everything becomes a ding ju, i cannot get involved in what i used to be doing for squad stuff, we are constricted in that sense.

it's a sense of lostness, a bit. it's like a sudden gush of wind, then you realised things have changed. you may be doing a spectrum of things in the past, but now you can't any longer. that makes me feel sad. as people say na de qi fang de xia. yeah, it sounds really easy. half of me wants to follow it and the other half doesn't. i really hope that i can still do things like before, even though the chance is very low. i'm admiring those who got jobs who can still actively participate in that spectrum of things that they can do. blocks are so near, shouldn't be affected by this. still struggling with my emotions. some sort of battle inside.

oh i had this thing stuck in my head a bit. hmm i guess we must learn to feel more towards one another, sometimes we are a little selfcentred. okay i just hope things will change for the better, but really we should not just care for ourselves. (this was drafted at 8plus, and now i'm just ending off yep), jiayou for blocks to all. and maybe one day when i read this again, i'll feel something different.

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