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because you live. not.
written on Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 6:42 PM ✈
Where will my support come from? It's no longer you. Tears flowed together yesterday. I don't think you could control it. It was sudden though it was foreshadowed. Thoughts arose from there. Such changes that happen really make me feel uncomfortable. Why are things so ugly? Today I knew it was bad for me. I felt it. So yes what was said today hit hard. Crying somewhere letting no one know. Again. I'm not sure if this is impulsive, but I feel much misery. I don't think I can trust who I trusted before. And I'm very upset the trust is just gone. You were once so close. It took time to build things up like that, but the trust seems to have vanished. I feel like an empty shell. Go figure. I have that shell but what's the use if it isn't even taken into consideration. Knowing after the whole world knows. Is this going to take me anywhere. Thank you to someone (my squid) who listened to me for hours this afternoon over the phone. 0 comment[s] | back to top |