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Really Don't Care
written on Monday, June 30, 2014 @ 12:00 AM ✈
I really don't care (hardly). There have been so many things causing me to feel really upset. You do unto people how you want to be treated, but that is hardly the case. I would not generalise for all cases. Sometimes people only "remember" you when you are needed, and choose not to show concern if it is not needed. Or if you are not so important, then your worries will be placed behind without hesitation. If that is the case, why am I expected to connect emotionally? Since knowing that putting in your emotions 100% will not bear anything, I would rather not try again in that regard. Having to talk about it defeats the point, if you get the idea, so let us not go there. Sneaky things have been happening too, I really dislike how people assume so many things and use my name for something that I did not agree to. If you wish to do something, why can't it be done in an open manner? Are you afraid to be judged? Then why do it in the first place? Being ill these few days after 11 consecutive days of camp have made me realised many things. You can tell who is genuinely concerned. Even the doctor and my parents said to rest a lot. It is the first time seeing little bits of blood in my phlegm but I really hope it is a one-off thing. I doubt anyone knew or saw the worry, it is definitely not normal, no matter how I see it. And if there is any further fever, it could be dengue and all (although I doubt that is the case). Honestly speaking, I have just been feeling super light-headed and uncomfortable and I wonder when it will stop. If I could rewind the clock, maybe I should have been more aware. P.S. Thankful to have seen Taylor live in RED on 9th June! 0 comment[s] | back to top |