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My soul is just tired.
written on Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 1:05 PM ✈
I'm tired of everything. The stress, the pressure. As a cadet, there's pressure from everyone to do good drills. I try to keep myself happy in school, but I can't take it anymore. Not even the NP songs help now. A squadmates is kinda angry at me and I don't know why. I feel like knocking my head against the wall and die. Or just run into a speeding car, crash and end everything. NPCC means a whole lot to me, and I hate it when squadmates are unhappy. Some squadmates keep us in suspense and I never knew we weren't supposed to probe. Every DALT, we worry if we can remove all the equipments from ma'ams'. Not even chocolates, or music can cheer me up. Not even the funniest comedian can make me laugh. What did I do wrong? I can't seem to describe it. It's just that older people can't help, it's a problem that must be solved between ourselves. I was advised to stay away from the pissed squadmate. My tears are rising and rising, up to my eyelids and I am bursting anytime. I was too sad to even MSN a classmate who was feeling very enthusiastic, sorry Si Hui. I am feeling very numb and on the verge of breaking down. I need a break, a break from everything. Move away from earth and shift in my own world. Going dead soon. 0 comment[s] | back to top |