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真的紧张
written on Saturday, March 1, 2008 @ 1:45 PM ✈
I'm not breathing well now.. It's like each second passes by and I feel more tensed up. My heart feels heavier and I'm 不知所措, to think I even try to an wei Puay Ling with her twine problem 5 minutes ago just now. I even give her suggestions on what to do. But myself leh? The prelims are tomorrow, and I'm afraid of tomorrow approaching towards me. Lots of meaningful songs are running through my head. Can't help but singing to them. I thought I would be calmer, but no. You know, tests and presentations are not as scary as this. I've not been like this for a long long time. I don't really enjoy it leh. 感触不 少, I hope everything goes well tomorrow and we will not be filled with any regrets. I guess I'll lian4 a bit, then try to do homework bah. Today s pitches were quite good. I think most were under 12. Ma'ams and squadmates were very high too, so was motivated to work faster. Worried about the pegs problem and structure. I cannot get it off my mind for even two minutes. Ex ma'ams also came back today and for last pitch, we cheered and rushed. And we got 9:01! Seriously, I couldn't believe it. When I heard it the first time, I was like dumbfounded. We fell out and I asked sqdms again. And I stoned for like 3 secs. I was really proud. It's like suddenly I felt so emo. I could feel so many feelings rushing through myself. It's like a feeling where you pitched under1, and didn't expect it, even though for every pitch we tried our best. Then the last pitch improved. My eyes had this funny feeling, almost wanted to cry. But I never. I can't explain it too, so you may just think I'm always emo and all. I don't care. But at the end, TOs were telling us to relax a bit more, because they say we very yong xin. Well, it's a kind of an1 wei4. Also, I keep bleeding these few days. Like 5-6 times le. I stained the poles and twine yesterday, then today I stained my notebook. It's really randomly. Two times in class it started bleeding on its own. It's frightening me a lot. Oh, and I really don't want tomorrow to be last pitch, so will keep doing my best. Really can't get myself to calm down.. 我很害怕、很紧张. *I'm very moody. I don't think I can sleep well, like yesterday.* 0 comment[s] | back to top |