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written on Saturday, March 15, 2008 @ 12:38 PM ✈
Sometimes I feel that I'm a bad example for my sister. I keep getting affected by things easily. I shouldn't. Sometimes I feel like a failure. At least I can spell it. But yes enough, I'm not good. This storm stirring inside me. I'm vexed and troubled. I want to go back to my kindergarten, my primary school days, where I love all my teachers and classmates, even though sometimes you get angry at them. Now it's a complicated world. I told myself that I cannot break down. And I won't. But..it's not time for me to give a cheerful smile yet. I'm sort of affected by everything. Like today, during DALT, there were changes to the way we learn stuff. And the release of results. This feeling makes me feel scared. I don't like it. Is it being emo? At times I feel like I should disappear forever. Don't appear again. I'm also nervous for lots of stuff, block tests, CT and SIAs. I know it's possible to control myself, so I won't show how I feel, it might be hurtful. I just don't understand. Why do I keep feeling this frightening fear in myself? Why am I feeling this disappointment in myself? Maybe I'm not needed at all in this world, so why am I here? *im disliking myself..* 0 comment[s] | back to top |