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: kheng wee, 2 february.
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I just don't know why. I feel so depressed. I can't find the reason! That's so frustrating.

What should I do about it? I just realised that ma'ams are all around the school during breaks. That's something which can cheer me up, sorta. Noticed that today///

Let me see. I spot my sister playing with the mic. I wonder what she is doing, but that's quite irritating, lots of sound coming out of the audio system. Guess what she says?

"The person in red, on the computer, look at me right now," I was like "??!" My red t-shirt looks terrible. And she thinks she's a commander or something/ She's only in Primary 4. I'm not going to scold her or anything. I always get into trouble for that.

Life is boring, and it is so stressful. A letter from the school says parents have to collect the report books from school. I'm really upset. I think I failed so many items. Maybe that's part of the reason I feel down.

Self-reflecting is kinda useful, I think. I feel sleepy, but I'm afraid I'll forget to do some homework. I'm really a worrier. What did I do today? That reminds me.

I have to teach Yijia the new commands we learnt. I taught her over MSN just now, the next thing to do is to demo. It would be really weird to teach halfway. I come up with an equation. NPCC=my life. I've never regreted joining NPCC, which is such a good thing.

I feel that I'm going bonkers. Sidetracking or crapping here. Wenxian says crapping is going to the toilet.

I always think of the fact that ma'ams are passing out soon. Very sad. Zihan and I like ma'ams, we were giggling over squad talk. The ma'ams wanted to know who we liked. I don't think they know

Really miss squad talks, although we just had it on Tuesday, yesterday. Maybe I should start getting off soon. I'm still not finding my main reason of worry. This self-reflection thing doesn't work that well. Perhaps I'll try another time.

Yay, NPCC again. We had squad talk just before NP ended. Ma'ams are passing out really soon. Very depressed. Let me paste the notes I wrote for the commands, before I forget..
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
so 1st command is dalam _____(buka/tutup) berisa kekenan lurus/

timing; 1-1 1-chek-1

note: buka=open tutup=close

2nd command
______(number. etc; dua) langkar ____(direction etc;keblakan +can be all 4 directions, max 4 steps) gra

timing; depends. etc 2 steps - 1 2
notes; to sides, would be two taps = 1 also, max only 4 steps. 1 step = satu ~ 2=dua 3= tiga 4 = empat

3rd command
langkar meriso (direction either right or left ONLY) _____gra

timing; 1 chek 1 chek till (chek 1, for berhenti )
notes; right n left only.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I feel that I'm lazy, posted the same thing in squad mail too

I remember Yee Lin ma'am said she wanted to be a part-time zoo keeper, which was pretty funny. Haha :D And another interesting question was, which vehicle would the ma'ams pick if they could choose between a motorbike and sports car. Some answers were unexpected, really had a great time during squad talk. Learnt 3 new drills too! I'm afraid I can't remember. The DALT beats too. Jing-yi ma'am mentioned something like the Carmen tune, which I am unsure which beat to clap. I'm such a disappointment.

I really love NP, but was shocked for the fact that we get only 3-4 hours of sleep during the Annual NP Camp/ Nevertheless, it'll still be fun. Five squadmates in a group with other ma'ams. I wonder which group I will be in. I remember Charlie is blue, my favourite colour. It doesn't matter anyway, just hope that everything goes well.

jia you~ 41-4eva!

Today, during DALT, my arm was aching and my leg was feeling all prickly. I was rather sad when I couldn't play the ba well. Squadmates had to do push-ups but I didn't. I felt really really bad. I was wobbly at some time.

In school, when I told Luona about the lead going in my leg, she was like, "How can that even happen?" I guess I am stupid. I mean, a lead just went in my leg like that! I ate quite a lot for recess. At first we were having pizza from Mr Mackintosh, but the phone operator didn't know when NYGH was. So we didn't get it. I thought many people knew where Nanyang was. Kinda puzzling/

I've gotten back Maths and LA. It is so disappointing. I am like the lowest in class for everything. I feel like kicking myself right now!

After school, I met up with squadmates and we were chatting. I bought some Hershey's and shared them with squadmates, it tasted rather chocolatey. I've never tried it before.

During DALT, the ma'ams taught us qi bu - 123456 dong 1234 111 1123， then xiao jian - 12 12 da dong 12 12 da dong 12 12 1 1 123, zhong jian - 12 12 da dong 1 12 12 da dong 1 12 12 da dong 12 12 1 1 123 (i'm not really sure about the "jian“，will try it out on the table. Post my results later...)

We got scolded by ma'ams for not putting ba properly. I thought when we started to move off it was quite neat. I think it wasn't put properly for the last ones. That is so sad. I feel kind of upset. And ma'ams are passing out so soon!

I was going home, with Haiyun. But Haiyun got stopped by a student counsellor, who is my ma'am. I didn't know what to do. Then we crossed the overhead bridge and took a bus to Clementi MRT Station. We got bubbletea and we spent some time drinking it. Only at about 4pm did we board the bus to continue our journey.

Upon reaching my destination, I began to walk home. While nearing a playground, I was swinging my handbag to and fro. It wasn't really moving, but when I walked, the bag tend to swing. At one point, the bag swiped past my leg and I felt pain. It wasn't that strong at first, I scratched my leg at first. I suddenly realised that it was bleeding after I felt it hurting. When I took a closer look, something was stuck inside.

I was quite scared. I called my mother and almost started tearing. I tried to push it out, but it just wouldn't. As I was walking in between flats, the only way out was to walk home as fast as possible. I kept walking and walking till I reached home. I started crying, it was rather embarrassing. When my dad came home, he brought me to see a doctor. He said, if he had an injury like mine, he would pull it out himself. But I did not know what to say.

In the end, the doctor pulled it out with some weird metal instrument. He was speaking to the nurse. I heard, "Pass me the scissors. Is the iodine ready?" I was so shocked. I was thinking, "What scissors?!" Then the iodine made it hurt so much. The only "ss" I made the whole visit. When he pulled the lead like thing out, I didn't make a sound. Or I think I didn't. And he wanted to give me an injection to prevent infection. I was quite unhappy. "Why is it so troublesome? The pulling out was pain enough." I said to myself.

Now I am ended up with a plaster on the left arm and a big gauze on the leg. I think I will remove the gauze tomorrow morning and apply some cream that is supposed to help. So, please don't tap and hit my left arm.

Bad day again

I was on Yahoo messenger today when one of my friends from a forum came over to say hi. They were asking about the layout I made on Anna-Popplewell.Net

So the credit on the site was
Graphics: Kheng Wee

then she said that the layout was made by her friend. I was quite frustrated as I made that layout. So she said that her friend's name was Kheng Wee. I was positive that no one had the same name as me on this earth. Then she kept saying I was a liar and such. I was shocked as she usually is nice. She even threatened to tell others. And she started a conference chat. Then she told another person about me acknowledging other people's work We kept arguing and then finally she revealed that she was tricking me.

Luckily I didn't really blow my top or anything, if not I would be totally embarrassed. Thanks to the fact that Kheng Wee is a rare name

Another weird thing, I was late by about 10 minutes for a project meeting. I went to Ang Mo Kio MRT Station and my classmates weren't there, so I SMSed them. They didn't reply or such so I waited for about 15 minutes plus before going home. When I was in the train, then they SMS say they going to MRT to fetch me to Si Lei's house. I was like "ah??" In the end, we had online project discussion, just me and them.

What a dumb and odd day!

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I just don't know why. I feel so depressed. I can't find the reason! That's so frustrating.

What should I do about it? I just realised that ma'ams are all around the school during breaks. That's something which can cheer me up, sorta. Noticed that today///

Let me see. I spot my sister playing with the mic. I wonder what she is doing, but that's quite irritating, lots of sound coming out of the audio system. Guess what she says?

"The person in red, on the computer, look at me right now," I was like "??!" My red t-shirt looks terrible. And she thinks she's a commander or something/ She's only in Primary 4. I'm not going to scold her or anything. I always get into trouble for that.

Life is boring, and it is so stressful. A letter from the school says parents have to collect the report books from school. I'm really upset. I think I failed so many items. Maybe that's part of the reason I feel down.

Self-reflecting is kinda useful, I think. I feel sleepy, but I'm afraid I'll forget to do some homework. I'm really a worrier. What did I do today? That reminds me.

I have to teach Yijia the new commands we learnt. I taught her over MSN just now, the next thing to do is to demo. It would be really weird to teach halfway. I come up with an equation. NPCC=my life. I've never regreted joining NPCC, which is such a good thing.

I feel that I'm going bonkers. Sidetracking or crapping here. Wenxian says crapping is going to the toilet.

I always think of the fact that ma'ams are passing out soon. Very sad. Zihan and I like ma'ams, we were giggling over squad talk. The ma'ams wanted to know who we liked. I don't think they know

Really miss squad talks, although we just had it on Tuesday, yesterday. Maybe I should start getting off soon. I'm still not finding my main reason of worry. This self-reflection thing doesn't work that well. Perhaps I'll try another time.

Yay, NPCC again. We had squad talk just before NP ended. Ma'ams are passing out really soon. Very depressed. Let me paste the notes I wrote for the commands, before I forget..
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
so 1st command is dalam _____(buka/tutup) berisa kekenan lurus/

timing; 1-1 1-chek-1

note: buka=open tutup=close

2nd command
______(number. etc; dua) langkar ____(direction etc;keblakan +can be all 4 directions, max 4 steps) gra

timing; depends. etc 2 steps - 1 2
notes; to sides, would be two taps = 1 also, max only 4 steps. 1 step = satu ~ 2=dua 3= tiga 4 = empat

3rd command
langkar meriso (direction either right or left ONLY) _____gra

timing; 1 chek 1 chek till (chek 1, for berhenti )
notes; right n left only.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I feel that I'm lazy, posted the same thing in squad mail too

I remember Yee Lin ma'am said she wanted to be a part-time zoo keeper, which was pretty funny. Haha :D And another interesting question was, which vehicle would the ma'ams pick if they could choose between a motorbike and sports car. Some answers were unexpected, really had a great time during squad talk. Learnt 3 new drills too! I'm afraid I can't remember. The DALT beats too. Jing-yi ma'am mentioned something like the Carmen tune, which I am unsure which beat to clap. I'm such a disappointment.

I really love NP, but was shocked for the fact that we get only 3-4 hours of sleep during the Annual NP Camp/ Nevertheless, it'll still be fun. Five squadmates in a group with other ma'ams. I wonder which group I will be in. I remember Charlie is blue, my favourite colour. It doesn't matter anyway, just hope that everything goes well.

jia you~ 41-4eva!

Today, during DALT, my arm was aching and my leg was feeling all prickly. I was rather sad when I couldn't play the ba well. Squadmates had to do push-ups but I didn't. I felt really really bad. I was wobbly at some time.

In school, when I told Luona about the lead going in my leg, she was like, "How can that even happen?" I guess I am stupid. I mean, a lead just went in my leg like that! I ate quite a lot for recess. At first we were having pizza from Mr Mackintosh, but the phone operator didn't know when NYGH was. So we didn't get it. I thought many people knew where Nanyang was. Kinda puzzling/

I've gotten back Maths and LA. It is so disappointing. I am like the lowest in class for everything. I feel like kicking myself right now!

After school, I met up with squadmates and we were chatting. I bought some Hershey's and shared them with squadmates, it tasted rather chocolatey. I've never tried it before.

During DALT, the ma'ams taught us qi bu - 123456 dong 1234 111 1123， then xiao jian - 12 12 da dong 12 12 da dong 12 12 1 1 123, zhong jian - 12 12 da dong 1 12 12 da dong 1 12 12 da dong 12 12 1 1 123 (i'm not really sure about the "jian“，will try it out on the table. Post my results later...)

We got scolded by ma'ams for not putting ba properly. I thought when we started to move off it was quite neat. I think it wasn't put properly for the last ones. That is so sad. I feel kind of upset. And ma'ams are passing out so soon!

I was going home, with Haiyun. But Haiyun got stopped by a student counsellor, who is my ma'am. I didn't know what to do. Then we crossed the overhead bridge and took a bus to Clementi MRT Station. We got bubbletea and we spent some time drinking it. Only at about 4pm did we board the bus to continue our journey.

Upon reaching my destination, I began to walk home. While nearing a playground, I was swinging my handbag to and fro. It wasn't really moving, but when I walked, the bag tend to swing. At one point, the bag swiped past my leg and I felt pain. It wasn't that strong at first, I scratched my leg at first. I suddenly realised that it was bleeding after I felt it hurting. When I took a closer look, something was stuck inside.

I was quite scared. I called my mother and almost started tearing. I tried to push it out, but it just wouldn't. As I was walking in between flats, the only way out was to walk home as fast as possible. I kept walking and walking till I reached home. I started crying, it was rather embarrassing. When my dad came home, he brought me to see a doctor. He said, if he had an injury like mine, he would pull it out himself. But I did not know what to say.

In the end, the doctor pulled it out with some weird metal instrument. He was speaking to the nurse. I heard, "Pass me the scissors. Is the iodine ready?" I was so shocked. I was thinking, "What scissors?!" Then the iodine made it hurt so much. The only "ss" I made the whole visit. When he pulled the lead like thing out, I didn't make a sound. Or I think I didn't. And he wanted to give me an injection to prevent infection. I was quite unhappy. "Why is it so troublesome? The pulling out was pain enough." I said to myself.

Now I am ended up with a plaster on the left arm and a big gauze on the leg. I think I will remove the gauze tomorrow morning and apply some cream that is supposed to help. So, please don't tap and hit my left arm.

Bad day again

I was on Yahoo messenger today when one of my friends from a forum came over to say hi. They were asking about the layout I made on Anna-Popplewell.Net

So the credit on the site was
Graphics: Kheng Wee

then she said that the layout was made by her friend. I was quite frustrated as I made that layout. So she said that her friend's name was Kheng Wee. I was positive that no one had the same name as me on this earth. Then she kept saying I was a liar and such. I was shocked as she usually is nice. She even threatened to tell others. And she started a conference chat. Then she told another person about me acknowledging other people's work We kept arguing and then finally she revealed that she was tricking me.

Luckily I didn't really blow my top or anything, if not I would be totally embarrassed. Thanks to the fact that Kheng Wee is a rare name

Another weird thing, I was late by about 10 minutes for a project meeting. I went to Ang Mo Kio MRT Station and my classmates weren't there, so I SMSed them. They didn't reply or such so I waited for about 15 minutes plus before going home. When I was in the train, then they SMS say they going to MRT to fetch me to Si Lei's house. I was like "ah??" In the end, we had online project discussion, just me and them.

What a dumb and odd day!

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Still growing up in the midst of university. My friends tell me I think a lot, which could be good or bad depending on how you see it. I'm currently studying Linguistics in NTU. At the same time, I am involved in NPCC and various school activities. I guess this blog will include bits and pieces of my new experiences for sharing! Definitely looking forward to trying and learning new things <3

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