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So many things happened today. Not really, but just let me flow everything out.

We practised drills early in the morning, it was super cold. But I liked the windy weather, makes me feel like going to dreamland. I was so sleepy the whole day during class. Mr Mackintosh actually called me to answer the question for history, I was in a daze and just read from what I wrote 5 minutes ago. He was staring at my notes.

Also, I didn't really catch lessons, I mean, I couldn't take in what was taught. I only got around 7 for my quiz.

During recess, I went to eat a burger so that I won't have to eat during lunch. It was quite worrying. I missed my LA remedial again to discuss with my teacher about FPS. Something interesting happened, Li Lao Shi was saying how inpractical it was to have a guard to protect a national treasure. Also, we typed in the report, 保护牛车水的样貌. It ended up with 牛车水的羊毛. Li lao shi was like so funny, telling us how ridiculous how report was. She said she was wondering why we wanted to protect the fur. We were thinking, "Fur?" before she showed us the report we had typed. That was so embarrassing.

Nearing to the end of lunch, we took our shi dai to pass to ma'ams. Yesterday, I couldn't reach 3 persons and I was so frightened. I was calling squadmates up and I even asked Nicole's brother to pass the message. He didn't understand the shi dai part, so he woke her up instead. It was seriously terrifying, especially at such a time at night. I didn't know squadmates sleep so early.

During ACT, I was looking forward to recre. We learnt another two new commands, squad maju - banging and starting to march. Also, we learnt to do kekenan lurus during marching and we had to turn 180 degrees, using the TLV method. It was pretty interesting though. I just couldn't get myself to do it fast enough. I was feeling so depressed. Ma'ams told us we would be having a mini competition for the drills we learnt this afternoon. When practising with Nicole, Pei Ting, Joyce and Esther, I was so down. Joyce said I was doing well. I was doubting myself still.

Then we did PT, we ran up the stairs, and stopped every now and then to do crunches, push-ups and jumping jacks. Some squadmates stopped and I was rather surprised. I was sweating and sweating. I'm a sweaty person. It seemed a long time. After a water break, we started to play rugby, as wanted by other squadmates. We finally decided to try a new game after having played so many times of Captain's Ball. It was pretty rough and I got whacked and hit a few times. The most painful one was on the stomach. During Captain's ball, it hurt a lot and I kept missing the ball. I bet the ma'ams must be frustrated with me. I then got pushed on the floor, hard. Everyone snatched for the ball~

I wonder when we can get recre with ma'ams again... It will be so lonely this Friday during ACT, with only 2 person to start with.

Another thing, I was so shocked when I read in the news that people get killed by falling trees recently. It is just so impossible and now in Singapore and Malaysia, people just get trapped when the trees fall on them. I bet we did something, and the weather caused the trees to turn like that. If we are not doing anything about it, I think we can prepare to die in a few years time. These kind of reports are just so sad. I'm still stuck with my depression.

I just want to scream and let out whatever I want, shout to unbottle everything, but I wonder where, just where I can do that...

I don't think I can make it. It's on Wednesday....

Oh yea, jia you for squadmates for last part of TD Test. Will I miss 3rd lang if I go for NAPFA?

I'm so confused. trying to figure some html.

Well, blog later..

Quote: Chocolates are addictive.

Since my mum isn't watching, I'll just sneak a post in at this hour. Well, U've been trying to call squadmates and they aren't picking up. Let's hope they'll get my sms. Now I have to complete my essay!!

I'm so dead. Wenxian, don't let my efforts go to waste. I'm pinning my hopes on you, since I'm your coach. I visited your blog, by the way. So what did I do? Oh, I should say, what didn't I do? ...Um, everything.

I've completed my Japanese essay, my CME report, my maths worksheet. And I've called ma'am today to tell her about the test. I was so frightened. I forgot to ask her something, so I had to call again.

This post is gonna be short. One more thing, I wanna learn to code my blog like Wenxian's, that is, when I get my blog on blogspot or freewebs. She is so good. Actually, I have lots of things in mind. I must learn my drills well too. ACT is on Tuesday.

I see many people counting down on their MSN to holidays. But I'm not. The more I count, the more depressed I get. Counting down makes me realise how little days ma'ams will be with us. Depressing right?

Now, I'll try to finish my other homework. Will post if I have time later on.

New section///my line of the day +++ "Balloons are like ice cream, they make you happy. Same for chocolates."

I'm home finally. I'm so tired. This morning, I met up with squadmates at the piano. Then for the whole day, I was rushing to get my Maths file packed. I also desperately did my uncompleted Science worksheet. In the end, Ms Chooi said we could hand the file in on Monday.

Before DALT, many squadmates did not know how to tie the shi dai. We were grabbing the shi dai and our shi ku down to the NP room to ask ma'ams how to wear them. It was rather embarrassing, I kept getting it wrong. During running, we were singing and cheering. When I looked down, I saw my shi ku hanging loosely at one end. I was so shocked. I just stepped out and saw many squadmates and ma'ams run past me. Glenda also came out and I realised she had the same problem as me. We asked ma'am if we could change and we were tying our shi dai in a nearby toilet. I was sweating like a water tap..

Once we were done, we had to catch up with everyone else. When I was running, I was wondering how long Glenda ran with her pants loose. I didn't wait long, I immediately stopped when I saw my shi ku loose. I was afraid it might drop.

We learnt new "hua"s. I'll remember to post them in the squad mail.

I can't believe how so many squadmates are out today. Yi Jia didn't come for DALT as she had been sick for 4 days. Yue Qi injured her leg during DALT. Zi Han was in pain when she fell in.

I was really upset that Zi Han went home. Nicole said she could be having cramps. I was listening to ma'ams speaking about the beats when Yee Lin ma'am tapped me from behind and asked me to follow her. I was hesitant at first, I was reminded of Pei Yin getting tricked out of the hike. However, my instinct told me to go. I jogged after her as she sped up. She said Zi Han was going home and I was to get her bag. I was unsure what she brought today, so I asked her how many bags she had got. It was rather stupid. I dashed up the stairs, looked for her bag among the 20 over bags all over the table and the ground and finally found it. I just picked everything that belonged to Zi Han and ran down. She looked very pale. I only said about a few words to her before I jogged back to the squad.

Around that time or so, I can't remember. I saw Yue Qi sitting behind the thick mat. It was like so many squadmates getting physically ill.

When bringing the gu up, Wenxian and I was holding and she said, "You are so tall. It's so hard to balance it." And one ma'am said, "Next time get someone around the same height to carry the gu." Wenxian saw Puay Ling nearby and just called her to carry the gu/

The feeling when ma'am talked to us was rather complex. I didn't know whether to grin or be ashamed. When walking with Puay Ling, we were counting "1 2..." up the stairs. My fingers hurt when I carried it wrongly. I shifted my hands a little to the fleshy part to support the drum base.

After that, Sharon ma'am, Jing-yi ma'am and Yee Lin ma'am was talking to us about random stuff. Not exactly, but just a few topics they mentioned. They told us about the shi dai being too short, telling our squadmates what we have learnt. They also revealed the results of the Total Defence test. They changed the passing mark to 70%, I think. We requested for the 4 squadmates who failed to retest again. And regarding that, the ma'ams asked for a volunteer to confirm the date and time for the last retest. I did not why, but I felt that I should be doing that. So I was the only one raising up my hand. I thought others would volunteer too.

But oh well, it's not that bad. I can try to know my squadmates better. I should also remember to ask ma'ams for the address if they are unable to help us deliver the shi dai to Coronation to lengthen them.

After we were dismissed, I got changed and went to the canteen. Bought two drinks after loaning from Wenxian. Peiyin and I got so frustrated with Wenxian that we decided to leave first. Not really mad, just impatient. We got out of school in time, before the security guard closed it.

We crossed the bridge and waited for the buses. However, they seemed to be so crowded and I was calling Zi Han. So in the end, we waited for Wenxian. [When I was looking around, Peiyin said she saw Jing-yi ma'am. Surprised, I saw her while waiting for Wenxian] Wenxian was waving and waving above the bridge. I kept signalling for her to get down. She didn't get me, obviously. She was like...zhang1 ya1 wu2 zhuo3. Looking like a mad freak. I stopped and looked at the steps, waiting for her "grand" arrival. She was still taking her own sweet time.

Coincidentally, the next bus that came was 157. The three of us got up and so did ma'am *..* Very nervous. When I reached Lakeside, I saw a councillor from Nanyang when I came out of Cheers. I didn't know so many Nanyang girls live in Jurong. One of my classmates live near me. Kinda stunned too. I was too tired anyway, didn't think much. I climbed the overhead bridge and struggled down the steps. I missed my bus as I was still chewing my chocolate bar that I got from Cheers (See how greedy I am?)

After getting up the second one, I reached home in about 10 minutes. I am so glad to be home. Now updating my blog and going to sleep soon. I hope all squadmates get better soon! Squadmates, jia you for TD Test!

Today after CIP, I was in the canteen with Peiyin. Then we got spotted in the canteen. I feel like I'm always spotted in the canteen, buying food. It happened on a few occasions. So pathetic. I was telling Peiyin if I kept eating at that rate, I'll go overweight someday.

Peiyin got onto my father's car and she dropped off at Jurong East MRT station. My father drove to a nearby McDonald's and we were eating. For me, eating = again/

I feel so useless. I chatted with my dad, about my results and subjects. I didn't do very well for many subjects. Luckily, he wasn't in a bad mood. In a way, I was preparing him for the shock he might get when he collects the report book.

When he drove a distance back, I was depressed. I saw Jurong Calvary (squadmates know where it is), Corporation Drive then Ho Ching Rd. I saw an ambulance with its lights flashing on the roadside. Then I realised a dented taxi. A man with an injured arm was speaking to a female police officer. It seemed pretty serious.

On the journey home, I see so many things. I do many things unknowingly. I don't know why.

During recess, a golden band from the rubbish bin was on the floor, in between the corridor. I was staring at it when I walked past to refill my water. Soon, I just took it up and attached it back to the dustbin again. I seriously have no idea what I am doing. But it was nothing wrong, fortunately.

Right now, I feel so bloated. Just had curry rice, which was very "overloading". There was still orange. I feel so uncomfortable. I have to get to my work soon.

Now, I see an email from batch 39 ma'ams. It says to prepare twigs and rags and twines. That's pretty interesting. I haven't done anything like that before. I'll go seek the opinions of my squadmates now.

..Everyone keeps reminding me of the number of ACTs we have left with our NCOs. I need to relax, using my way/

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So many things happened today. Not really, but just let me flow everything out.

We practised drills early in the morning, it was super cold. But I liked the windy weather, makes me feel like going to dreamland. I was so sleepy the whole day during class. Mr Mackintosh actually called me to answer the question for history, I was in a daze and just read from what I wrote 5 minutes ago. He was staring at my notes.

Also, I didn't really catch lessons, I mean, I couldn't take in what was taught. I only got around 7 for my quiz.

During recess, I went to eat a burger so that I won't have to eat during lunch. It was quite worrying. I missed my LA remedial again to discuss with my teacher about FPS. Something interesting happened, Li Lao Shi was saying how inpractical it was to have a guard to protect a national treasure. Also, we typed in the report, 保护牛车水的样貌. It ended up with 牛车水的羊毛. Li lao shi was like so funny, telling us how ridiculous how report was. She said she was wondering why we wanted to protect the fur. We were thinking, "Fur?" before she showed us the report we had typed. That was so embarrassing.

Nearing to the end of lunch, we took our shi dai to pass to ma'ams. Yesterday, I couldn't reach 3 persons and I was so frightened. I was calling squadmates up and I even asked Nicole's brother to pass the message. He didn't understand the shi dai part, so he woke her up instead. It was seriously terrifying, especially at such a time at night. I didn't know squadmates sleep so early.

During ACT, I was looking forward to recre. We learnt another two new commands, squad maju - banging and starting to march. Also, we learnt to do kekenan lurus during marching and we had to turn 180 degrees, using the TLV method. It was pretty interesting though. I just couldn't get myself to do it fast enough. I was feeling so depressed. Ma'ams told us we would be having a mini competition for the drills we learnt this afternoon. When practising with Nicole, Pei Ting, Joyce and Esther, I was so down. Joyce said I was doing well. I was doubting myself still.

Then we did PT, we ran up the stairs, and stopped every now and then to do crunches, push-ups and jumping jacks. Some squadmates stopped and I was rather surprised. I was sweating and sweating. I'm a sweaty person. It seemed a long time. After a water break, we started to play rugby, as wanted by other squadmates. We finally decided to try a new game after having played so many times of Captain's Ball. It was pretty rough and I got whacked and hit a few times. The most painful one was on the stomach. During Captain's ball, it hurt a lot and I kept missing the ball. I bet the ma'ams must be frustrated with me. I then got pushed on the floor, hard. Everyone snatched for the ball~

I wonder when we can get recre with ma'ams again... It will be so lonely this Friday during ACT, with only 2 person to start with.

Another thing, I was so shocked when I read in the news that people get killed by falling trees recently. It is just so impossible and now in Singapore and Malaysia, people just get trapped when the trees fall on them. I bet we did something, and the weather caused the trees to turn like that. If we are not doing anything about it, I think we can prepare to die in a few years time. These kind of reports are just so sad. I'm still stuck with my depression.

I just want to scream and let out whatever I want, shout to unbottle everything, but I wonder where, just where I can do that...

I don't think I can make it. It's on Wednesday....

Oh yea, jia you for squadmates for last part of TD Test. Will I miss 3rd lang if I go for NAPFA?

I'm so confused. trying to figure some html.

Well, blog later..

Quote: Chocolates are addictive.

Since my mum isn't watching, I'll just sneak a post in at this hour. Well, U've been trying to call squadmates and they aren't picking up. Let's hope they'll get my sms. Now I have to complete my essay!!

I'm so dead. Wenxian, don't let my efforts go to waste. I'm pinning my hopes on you, since I'm your coach. I visited your blog, by the way. So what did I do? Oh, I should say, what didn't I do? ...Um, everything.

I've completed my Japanese essay, my CME report, my maths worksheet. And I've called ma'am today to tell her about the test. I was so frightened. I forgot to ask her something, so I had to call again.

This post is gonna be short. One more thing, I wanna learn to code my blog like Wenxian's, that is, when I get my blog on blogspot or freewebs. She is so good. Actually, I have lots of things in mind. I must learn my drills well too. ACT is on Tuesday.

I see many people counting down on their MSN to holidays. But I'm not. The more I count, the more depressed I get. Counting down makes me realise how little days ma'ams will be with us. Depressing right?

Now, I'll try to finish my other homework. Will post if I have time later on.

New section///my line of the day +++ "Balloons are like ice cream, they make you happy. Same for chocolates."

I'm home finally. I'm so tired. This morning, I met up with squadmates at the piano. Then for the whole day, I was rushing to get my Maths file packed. I also desperately did my uncompleted Science worksheet. In the end, Ms Chooi said we could hand the file in on Monday.

Before DALT, many squadmates did not know how to tie the shi dai. We were grabbing the shi dai and our shi ku down to the NP room to ask ma'ams how to wear them. It was rather embarrassing, I kept getting it wrong. During running, we were singing and cheering. When I looked down, I saw my shi ku hanging loosely at one end. I was so shocked. I just stepped out and saw many squadmates and ma'ams run past me. Glenda also came out and I realised she had the same problem as me. We asked ma'am if we could change and we were tying our shi dai in a nearby toilet. I was sweating like a water tap..

Once we were done, we had to catch up with everyone else. When I was running, I was wondering how long Glenda ran with her pants loose. I didn't wait long, I immediately stopped when I saw my shi ku loose. I was afraid it might drop.

We learnt new "hua"s. I'll remember to post them in the squad mail.

I can't believe how so many squadmates are out today. Yi Jia didn't come for DALT as she had been sick for 4 days. Yue Qi injured her leg during DALT. Zi Han was in pain when she fell in.

I was really upset that Zi Han went home. Nicole said she could be having cramps. I was listening to ma'ams speaking about the beats when Yee Lin ma'am tapped me from behind and asked me to follow her. I was hesitant at first, I was reminded of Pei Yin getting tricked out of the hike. However, my instinct told me to go. I jogged after her as she sped up. She said Zi Han was going home and I was to get her bag. I was unsure what she brought today, so I asked her how many bags she had got. It was rather stupid. I dashed up the stairs, looked for her bag among the 20 over bags all over the table and the ground and finally found it. I just picked everything that belonged to Zi Han and ran down. She looked very pale. I only said about a few words to her before I jogged back to the squad.

Around that time or so, I can't remember. I saw Yue Qi sitting behind the thick mat. It was like so many squadmates getting physically ill.

When bringing the gu up, Wenxian and I was holding and she said, "You are so tall. It's so hard to balance it." And one ma'am said, "Next time get someone around the same height to carry the gu." Wenxian saw Puay Ling nearby and just called her to carry the gu/

The feeling when ma'am talked to us was rather complex. I didn't know whether to grin or be ashamed. When walking with Puay Ling, we were counting "1 2..." up the stairs. My fingers hurt when I carried it wrongly. I shifted my hands a little to the fleshy part to support the drum base.

After that, Sharon ma'am, Jing-yi ma'am and Yee Lin ma'am was talking to us about random stuff. Not exactly, but just a few topics they mentioned. They told us about the shi dai being too short, telling our squadmates what we have learnt. They also revealed the results of the Total Defence test. They changed the passing mark to 70%, I think. We requested for the 4 squadmates who failed to retest again. And regarding that, the ma'ams asked for a volunteer to confirm the date and time for the last retest. I did not why, but I felt that I should be doing that. So I was the only one raising up my hand. I thought others would volunteer too.

But oh well, it's not that bad. I can try to know my squadmates better. I should also remember to ask ma'ams for the address if they are unable to help us deliver the shi dai to Coronation to lengthen them.

After we were dismissed, I got changed and went to the canteen. Bought two drinks after loaning from Wenxian. Peiyin and I got so frustrated with Wenxian that we decided to leave first. Not really mad, just impatient. We got out of school in time, before the security guard closed it.

We crossed the bridge and waited for the buses. However, they seemed to be so crowded and I was calling Zi Han. So in the end, we waited for Wenxian. [When I was looking around, Peiyin said she saw Jing-yi ma'am. Surprised, I saw her while waiting for Wenxian] Wenxian was waving and waving above the bridge. I kept signalling for her to get down. She didn't get me, obviously. She was like...zhang1 ya1 wu2 zhuo3. Looking like a mad freak. I stopped and looked at the steps, waiting for her "grand" arrival. She was still taking her own sweet time.

Coincidentally, the next bus that came was 157. The three of us got up and so did ma'am *..* Very nervous. When I reached Lakeside, I saw a councillor from Nanyang when I came out of Cheers. I didn't know so many Nanyang girls live in Jurong. One of my classmates live near me. Kinda stunned too. I was too tired anyway, didn't think much. I climbed the overhead bridge and struggled down the steps. I missed my bus as I was still chewing my chocolate bar that I got from Cheers (See how greedy I am?)

After getting up the second one, I reached home in about 10 minutes. I am so glad to be home. Now updating my blog and going to sleep soon. I hope all squadmates get better soon! Squadmates, jia you for TD Test!

Today after CIP, I was in the canteen with Peiyin. Then we got spotted in the canteen. I feel like I'm always spotted in the canteen, buying food. It happened on a few occasions. So pathetic. I was telling Peiyin if I kept eating at that rate, I'll go overweight someday.

Peiyin got onto my father's car and she dropped off at Jurong East MRT station. My father drove to a nearby McDonald's and we were eating. For me, eating = again/

I feel so useless. I chatted with my dad, about my results and subjects. I didn't do very well for many subjects. Luckily, he wasn't in a bad mood. In a way, I was preparing him for the shock he might get when he collects the report book.

When he drove a distance back, I was depressed. I saw Jurong Calvary (squadmates know where it is), Corporation Drive then Ho Ching Rd. I saw an ambulance with its lights flashing on the roadside. Then I realised a dented taxi. A man with an injured arm was speaking to a female police officer. It seemed pretty serious.

On the journey home, I see so many things. I do many things unknowingly. I don't know why.

During recess, a golden band from the rubbish bin was on the floor, in between the corridor. I was staring at it when I walked past to refill my water. Soon, I just took it up and attached it back to the dustbin again. I seriously have no idea what I am doing. But it was nothing wrong, fortunately.

Right now, I feel so bloated. Just had curry rice, which was very "overloading". There was still orange. I feel so uncomfortable. I have to get to my work soon.

Now, I see an email from batch 39 ma'ams. It says to prepare twigs and rags and twines. That's pretty interesting. I haven't done anything like that before. I'll go seek the opinions of my squadmates now.

..Everyone keeps reminding me of the number of ACTs we have left with our NCOs. I need to relax, using my way/

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Still growing up in the midst of university. My friends tell me I think a lot, which could be good or bad depending on how you see it. I'm currently studying Linguistics in NTU. At the same time, I am involved in NPCC and various school activities. I guess this blog will include bits and pieces of my new experiences for sharing! Definitely looking forward to trying and learning new things <3

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→ Taylor Swift 1st CD!
→ A nice camera to take photos
→ The Hunger Games series
→ Justin Bieber CD - My World 2.0
→ First Step 2 Forever
→ New school stuff.

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