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I'm talking to Jiajia on MSN about all the fun and happy times last year in NP (:

For the past ACTs, we have been practising for the parade - NPDP, in groups A and B. And Group A comes in from the canteen side and leaves by the canteen side. =( I wanted to be at the trophy cabinet and end at the canteen. Then can march more (: I LIKE THIS WEEK A LOT. This week is so much stress-reduced. Watched a lot of movies, videos etc, well quite a few assignments to hand in. I want this kind more.

Today morning we had assembly in class, everyone went out to see the rainbow outside. =O Eh, lots of funfair stuff, I hope ours can get approved bah. Okay, it was a pretty weird day today. >< style="font-style: italic;">movement outside the classroom >< *fear* Apparently, lilaoshi didn't seem very happy. I don't know why. Geography was quite okay. LA was more of sharing of the movie Hero, and something interesting happened xD Jeslyn kept laughing to herself, then affect me and I start giggling too. So evil! It went on like THAT, until....*mm, nods head* 天啊 I am siao le. Hey, but Science wasn't easy. It's like bunny hop, one topic to another. I couldn't catch everything. 笨蛋. (Me lah)

Had History, CME, and eh.ah! Drama. History was okay, had to do mindmap. CME was ..yuck. I brought the thick thick NY book because she said we are supposed to bring, then she go use the textbook. And I must go and copy out a wenzhang for her. 14 people, 14 different wenzhangs eh. GOT topic somemore. She never specify bring what lor. Irritating. Obviously you can't show it right. And Drama was cool because we got to watch last year's Choral & Drama night performances =D But we are supposed to write down important points lah.

/*Homework list */
Math - QG1
Math - LG 1.1
Math - remedial worksheet
History - notes/mindmaps
Science - worksheet
Art - the sculpture worksheet.
Malay - study for quiz ( =l )
CME - copy wenzhang -.-
Others - type out CIP reflection. [Monitress so evil, throw me the job to do =O =O! no lah no lah. :)]

Still must do a lot of the regular stuff. Horrid. ACT today was challenging, because we had four people in Grp A at first only :O Actually after drama we dashed out and were looking down the quad. I think we were seen. Oh yah. I nearly lost my voice. I thought I sounded like a croaking frog. or chicken. Lynn was very tired because she gave timing before we came. At least armswing coordination was better than I expected :) We did the basic commands we learnt before, and sometimes when 42 was not with us, we got to do those newer drills (: I counted, and we only did one hormat! So sad right? I had been hoping to do hormat kekanan and kekiri. It's one in the whole ACT. Rare wor.

The scary thing was blind drills. Oh my gosh. I was very scared, after 上次. I remember Hui Han was on my right, and when we kekenan lurus, I could feel her shoulder. Then after a short while, she vanished le. =X Ma'ams gave us commands and I could hear that we all doing different things, but I ended up on the correct side! And I got turn 90 degrees. At least I wasn't facing the toilet or something. I think I knocked into many people. SO diu lian. After that squadmates changed and went to watch Scarlet, but I went home. Zi Han changed her mind and went to support her friend. Pei Yin, Zi Han and I spent a long time in the canteen. And so isolated. Quiet quiet and somehow gloomy.

Hope that we can have recre soon or something! Then can recollect all those nice memories we have had from the past (: Or squadtalk woohoo. I hope that one day all of us will come down to quad and we can have full squad. It will be soo awesome! And DALT DINNER is coming soon. And also the sale. So many things. This post is getting draggy. =X

So many things to do! Got geog worksheet, science worksheet, cl annotation for textbook, market research, SIAs (the most pressurising). I'm going to die. History was interesting, then I enjoyed music, because I just need to shake the rainstick and hit drumsticks in 1-2-3-4 continuously. But very hard to focus, me distracted a lot. And LA was movie watching (:, there was NO maths woohoo! And there was Chinese. Chinese is better than Maths. I was very ..um because Nicole borrowed my dictionary and I nearly had to copy 10 pages of dictionary (small print) because I never "bring" it. My teacher stare at me very long, like she not convinced.

Well, she was in class for 2 and half hours the whole time, and after that there was this Chinese talk thing. When it ended, all of us started chionging to change. So I think we started very late, compared to usual times, and we marched, and also got to the part where we rehearsed the parade. And halfway, I go and smash my own hand when carrying the bench ==" All squadmates were on the other side trying to "throw" it over, and my whole side of the bench was thrown over. I was like one person only, against the force of so many people. I only feel numbness now. At least there wasn't anything that went very wrong. Be thankful for that.

I received this FOL thingy from the library and I realised I neglected the CIP for quite some time =O Maybe one day I will try to volunteer for some of the duties and get CIP hours. Homework! =(

*edit: hey my dad's basketball friend was on tv, the 抢摊 show. He was the chef teaching dunno who. Just thought it was kinda cool (:*

This is basically nothing :O Trying to have a short post, well, I kinda liked today. Had volleyball, but all the netball people on my side were contacting the ball. Then I was like very extra. -.- And my serve is sucky. Before that, Miss Chia didn't come, and half the lesson no one was in class. So Mr Lim thumped in and started to teach with his graphical mindmap. Physical force = one fist o.O Lunch was longg, which is good. I brought xiao hai to class, and Jacinta so sad. =( Crappish. Um, there was souvenirs meeting and we finally picked what we wanted to do. [There were Zi Han, Yan Ni and Puay Ling present, cool (: ] Now must do proposal. Ah. Market research =O Last time I did was in P5 I think. Everyone will be late tomorrow, I wonder what will happen. What if I can't change in time? Teachers always dismiss late. Gah.

My eyes nearly popped out today, I stayed awake for so long yesterday to rush my work, and was forcing myself to stay awake. I feel pain in my eyes. Ow ow. I must sleep early today.

I went to Mian Jun's house to do Geography and History, and I thought I would be late =O I reached MRT at 9.04am apparently. Haha, and Mian Jun came afterwards. She called Si Lei and she was still at Ang Mo Kio. I was surprised xD I thought I was the latest. So we just went back to her house and I saw everyone present. I had 心理准备 that I would see ma'am le. Haha. :) They were all very warm and I just settled down in the computer room, I also was shocked lol. After that, we did research on volcanic eruptions because I thought it was very cool. And aiya, the one about the prisoner very interesting. Mian Jun was okay with it :) I like volcanoes. I mean, I like reading about them. Then we got started, oh, still got some more to do lah. Mian Rong ma'am came in once in a while to chat with us, and then she left the house and headed for the library.

Then after about one hour, Si Lei was coming up, then Mian Jun went to open the door. Then we realised ma'am was staring at Si Lei when they met for 20 seconds before she recalled who she was :P Hahas. We kept doing, but our progress was slow lol. (I feel tired already, still haven't finished geog wksht and maths written task) I like the information we got actually, because at first I was very disappointed, when I couldn't find the same information I had read at home before. You know hor, I read about Mount Pelee even before we were given this SIA? I'm so pro. But we got them eventually. (:

We thought Wanton was coming to do history SIA afterwards, and Si Lei almost wanted to go le. But then, Wanton smsed Mian Jun saying that she got ear infection and couldn't come =X, so we were like huh. Then she switched jobs with me, but I don't think it's easier at all. I hate doing bibliography. I took like 20 minutes the other time to do one page of it. But I like doing cover pages and the others. We ate lunch, and it was yummy. Si Lei also stayed back and we continued doing our geog. At least we got to the action plan, we have the brief details. My brain nearly stopped working halfway. Mian Jun's relatives came by, and they played a bit outside. The three of us were like talking about random stuff and we went to search wiki for our primary school :D My school is old.

Then Mian Rong ma'am came back and she brought in Mr Lonely, so cute! But ma'am and Mian Jun kept saying it was fat. No lol, actually Si Hui's hamster is fatter. Si Lei wasn't a big fan of hamsters, so she didn't play. I grabbed it and then I put in on my hands, but hor, it was running all around can. =O I was like, "Eh! This hamster so hyperr one! It's biting my finger." Was hoping that it wouldn't fall. It's like so full of energy! I was pretty used to the biting because every time I went to Si Hui's house I would get bitten by Hammy. But then Mr Lonely was so fast. So cute :D

Anyway, we finished at around 4 and I headed back home. Woots, I felt so tired. But today was a better day compared to yesterday.

APRIL 12 2008 - Saturday
It was hair-tearing yesterday and Friday because Jacinta and I was afraid we would forget what to bring, then both of us were on MSN chatting, and we even made up a timeplan for yesterday. We are so organised. Well, Puay Ling was not able to use the computer and we sent it to her yesterday, the day itself. I was so scared. But anyway, we were excited we could pin on our 3rd class and safety first badges (: And also our rank!

I took 174 and it was like what. 2 hours to reach school? What was that. So ridiculous can. The most ridiculous thing haven't happened yet. Jacinta was supposed to meet me in school and I made her wait for like 45 plus mins. Sorry Jacinta =( I left my house on time, and had 1 hour allowance, but I was still late. We sort of made our u look better in the toilet, and tried to align everything. It was around 11 plus at that time. After everything was done, Puay Ling called us and said she didnt have her ___ =O So we went coro to buy lunch, bubble tea, snacks, and drinks for our lunch, as well as dinner.

It was quite interesting, my first time going out with another squadmate only, if i'm not wrong. Oh I remember I went out with Pei Ting once before. Haha. Yep, then I spent so much money in one day, especially the bubble tea. We rushed back to school and we saw Puay Ling (: She was in mufti le. Then we chionged, gobbled down our lunch, packed our bags, and changed. It was like rush hour. Never felt this way before. When we were done, we quickly cleared everything and we saw Yi Jia (: *waved*

So, we took 170, and Puay Ling met her friend on there, who was kind enough to tell us where we should drop off at. We've never been to ACS Barker. At least we weren't late, and managed to get back on schedule. We went to this toilet, and was surprised that there was no one, and it was very clean. Then we were afraid people might see us, so we all put on beret and stuff in one cubicle after we changed. I was sweating and sweating. Finally we were done, but only 20 minutes left to find ma'ams. We got out and started looking everywhere. We only saw Boys' Brigades and it was so much panicking. I called Yung Hian ma'am, and she kindly said she would help us to locate where we should go to. We felt relieved for a bit, and suddenly my bag started vibrating -.- Imagine all the things we were carrying. Shoebag, uniform cover, bags, dinner. I was digging and digging. Zhi Yi ma'am got back to us and said we were to go to the carpark. And great, we ran and ran then we found ma'ams. =O *pant pant pant*

Um, there was Hui Shan ma'am, Zhi Yi ma'am, Puay Ling, Jacinta and me for yesterday. Jacinta kept telling me got a lot of seats, so I thought a lot of people from area 15 will be around, but somehow it didn't seem that much. It was horridly horrid. On the bus, I was talking to squadmates, and everything was going ok. We reached HTA, and there was a small hiccup because we were lagging behind. We passed the stickers to ma'ams, but we didn't have enough, so we were trying to get the attention of the sir, and he was like, "Oh, you all not enough ah? Don't worry, I have a lot in my bag!" :) Then he pulled one out and we got over that one. But ma'ams were far away, and because we had to stand in a single file, we couldn't do much.

After that we stood in 3 rows, and we were behind, and ma'ams were in front. I felt so 失败 because our stuff kept dropping, and ma'am had to help us. =( And things kept getting worse. We were supposed to get seated and we were just shifting inwards, when the first row had one empty seat. They were calling one of us to shift over, and Jacinta just took her bags over and we got separated. Sorry we hurt your feelings Jacinta =( She was hurt, I felt terrible inside also. Other schools settled in, and there was no way out. We tried, and nope. =X 心里面觉得很沉重. 我情愿坐在那里的是我. (Midway, we passed Jacinta's food to her, but I don't think she could consume, and we also passed a note to her. 对不起!)

We all love you :) I spotted Alicia, then Jia Yuin ma'am, and wow, ma'am and Alicia looked so zai!! I was inspired and impressed. 对NYNP 的骄傲感. After that, Glenda and Katherine ma'am marched towards our side in the middle of the parade. Flag flying up high. Oh yes, we did sing the National Anthem, with everyone saluting at the same time. It was low-tone. There was a fancy drill where they wore their uniform with coloured bands and they had rifles. The cool part was they belok-ed and it looked very awesome. They also spinned their rifles. I want to learn fancy drill also. We watched the contingents which came back in with the fancy drill squad, run all the way out.

Oh yep, someone asked us a very hard-to-answer question. It was a simple yes or no answer. But it was so hard. =( In between the whole thing, Puay Ling and I were discussing about something very important too. I was jotting down the stuff. At the end, we quickly passed ma'ams some food, and we were soon allowed to go. Ma'ams asked us if we were waiting for our squadmates, at first we wanted to pass our drinks to ma'ams and squadmates, but it seemed like they won't be ending soon, so we decided not to wait. Before we left, we had to change into mufti, but ma'ams went ahead of us, and they marched off. We felt soooo lost. What were we supposed to do now? Maybe we should wait for squadmates. We made up our mind to change out of full u first. Got into a toilet, similarly it was not very crowded. And I changed in same cubicle as Jacinta. =X She's bian tai. Fine. That's not the point. We still had 焦虑的心情. Packed our bags and shoe bags, left the toilet.

Now, what do we do? I felt like a primary one kid who just started school. No one told us what to do. No one guided us. Maybe it's part of growing up. Being independent? Puay Ling called ma'am, and we were told to march out of HTA. Ok. So since we were given the orders, we just did it. We began marching, it was not smooth, our bags were clashing, and I felt that the stuff I was carrying was so heavy. Heavier than my schoolbag, something that everyone says is so heavy. March, march, march. I thought we could end this frightening night once and for all. It's just soon after, someone YELLED, "Berhenti!". I was so at loss. I was actually supposed to give commands, and we did all the belok and cepat jalan before. Puay Ling was giving timing. I didn't know if we were supposed to do the command. I was frightened badly. Guess what happened? It's too horrid to be said. I can never get the scene off my head. I even had a nightmare when I got home. Is this supposed to be happening to us? I wanted to break down.

But no, we were representing NYNP, we called ma'ams, and they said to continue marching. Jacinta was feeling very uncomfortable too. We felt so upset. We did nothing wrong. It's so hard, so tough. Higher rank vs our ma'ams. It's such a horrid dilemma. Fine. I plucked up my courage, commanded the three of us again. Off we march. Kept going, kept going. Even though you are battling with yourself. Finally, "sekuad berhenti!", I gave the last command. It was over. It was a nightmare. A nightmare I would never forget.

We walked to the bus stop, all feeling uneasy and frightened. But the bus stop was simply filled with people. There were also people cutting in front of us. There was no way we could go home at this rate, it is like a stretch of packed people on the lane. Again, three of us, braving ourselves up, decided to take the risk and walk one bus stop back. We did not even know how far away it was. It was really terrifying. It was a dark lane, with a few lights brighting up, there were so much trees around. I could not see anything. It was okay at first, slowly, slowly, as we moved further and further away from the bus stop, fear came towards us. We felt so abandoned, ____ would never let this happen to us. I could feel the danger also. There was no one around. We held hands and kept on walking, there it is. We saw our destination. But there was this stone-like thing, like a tomb. I kept it to myself.

我要你陪着我，看着那海 龟水中游。。。We began singing, trying to forget about all the unpleasant things. Looking at the bright stars, we also sang wo ke yi. We covered our fears, pretended to stay happy. The bus came, and we flagged for it desperately. On the bus, we felt so much safer, so much better. However, Jacinta's bag started leaking, and there was a puddle of water which was in it, we quickly got off the bus, and went to one corner to empty her bag and dry it. 小孩looked like it peed all over itself, and there were traces of it all over its mouth (: Puay Ling said she got a lot of hands, and was taking everything lol. We were laughing so much. Jacinta was not so happy lah. xD We began having our pathetic dinner, it was so insufficient. =( But we had to go home. I got onto the train to Jurong East with Jacinta, and Puay Ling took the other way. I talked to Jacinta on the train, kind of like heart-to-heart type. And we felt so much. It was pretty silent, and solemn. I really hope it is an misunderstanding, but it doesn't seem to be. What should we do?

When we left Puay Ling, I called my dad, and my sis was coming home from a party, and because of that, I was lucky enough to hitch a ride home with all my things dangling. If someone were to crash into me on the train, I would probably have problems bending down to pick things up, because if I pick one up, I will drop another. I got home and I fell asleep very quickly. It was a very tiring day. I don't know. =( It didn't seem right.

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I'm talking to Jiajia on MSN about all the fun and happy times last year in NP (:

For the past ACTs, we have been practising for the parade - NPDP, in groups A and B. And Group A comes in from the canteen side and leaves by the canteen side. =( I wanted to be at the trophy cabinet and end at the canteen. Then can march more (: I LIKE THIS WEEK A LOT. This week is so much stress-reduced. Watched a lot of movies, videos etc, well quite a few assignments to hand in. I want this kind more.

Today morning we had assembly in class, everyone went out to see the rainbow outside. =O Eh, lots of funfair stuff, I hope ours can get approved bah. Okay, it was a pretty weird day today. >< style="font-style: italic;">movement outside the classroom >< *fear* Apparently, lilaoshi didn't seem very happy. I don't know why. Geography was quite okay. LA was more of sharing of the movie Hero, and something interesting happened xD Jeslyn kept laughing to herself, then affect me and I start giggling too. So evil! It went on like THAT, until....*mm, nods head* 天啊 I am siao le. Hey, but Science wasn't easy. It's like bunny hop, one topic to another. I couldn't catch everything. 笨蛋. (Me lah)

Had History, CME, and eh.ah! Drama. History was okay, had to do mindmap. CME was ..yuck. I brought the thick thick NY book because she said we are supposed to bring, then she go use the textbook. And I must go and copy out a wenzhang for her. 14 people, 14 different wenzhangs eh. GOT topic somemore. She never specify bring what lor. Irritating. Obviously you can't show it right. And Drama was cool because we got to watch last year's Choral & Drama night performances =D But we are supposed to write down important points lah.

/*Homework list */
Math - QG1
Math - LG 1.1
Math - remedial worksheet
History - notes/mindmaps
Science - worksheet
Art - the sculpture worksheet.
Malay - study for quiz ( =l )
CME - copy wenzhang -.-
Others - type out CIP reflection. [Monitress so evil, throw me the job to do =O =O! no lah no lah. :)]

Still must do a lot of the regular stuff. Horrid. ACT today was challenging, because we had four people in Grp A at first only :O Actually after drama we dashed out and were looking down the quad. I think we were seen. Oh yah. I nearly lost my voice. I thought I sounded like a croaking frog. or chicken. Lynn was very tired because she gave timing before we came. At least armswing coordination was better than I expected :) We did the basic commands we learnt before, and sometimes when 42 was not with us, we got to do those newer drills (: I counted, and we only did one hormat! So sad right? I had been hoping to do hormat kekanan and kekiri. It's one in the whole ACT. Rare wor.

The scary thing was blind drills. Oh my gosh. I was very scared, after 上次. I remember Hui Han was on my right, and when we kekenan lurus, I could feel her shoulder. Then after a short while, she vanished le. =X Ma'ams gave us commands and I could hear that we all doing different things, but I ended up on the correct side! And I got turn 90 degrees. At least I wasn't facing the toilet or something. I think I knocked into many people. SO diu lian. After that squadmates changed and went to watch Scarlet, but I went home. Zi Han changed her mind and went to support her friend. Pei Yin, Zi Han and I spent a long time in the canteen. And so isolated. Quiet quiet and somehow gloomy.

Hope that we can have recre soon or something! Then can recollect all those nice memories we have had from the past (: Or squadtalk woohoo. I hope that one day all of us will come down to quad and we can have full squad. It will be soo awesome! And DALT DINNER is coming soon. And also the sale. So many things. This post is getting draggy. =X

So many things to do! Got geog worksheet, science worksheet, cl annotation for textbook, market research, SIAs (the most pressurising). I'm going to die. History was interesting, then I enjoyed music, because I just need to shake the rainstick and hit drumsticks in 1-2-3-4 continuously. But very hard to focus, me distracted a lot. And LA was movie watching (:, there was NO maths woohoo! And there was Chinese. Chinese is better than Maths. I was very ..um because Nicole borrowed my dictionary and I nearly had to copy 10 pages of dictionary (small print) because I never "bring" it. My teacher stare at me very long, like she not convinced.

Well, she was in class for 2 and half hours the whole time, and after that there was this Chinese talk thing. When it ended, all of us started chionging to change. So I think we started very late, compared to usual times, and we marched, and also got to the part where we rehearsed the parade. And halfway, I go and smash my own hand when carrying the bench ==" All squadmates were on the other side trying to "throw" it over, and my whole side of the bench was thrown over. I was like one person only, against the force of so many people. I only feel numbness now. At least there wasn't anything that went very wrong. Be thankful for that.

I received this FOL thingy from the library and I realised I neglected the CIP for quite some time =O Maybe one day I will try to volunteer for some of the duties and get CIP hours. Homework! =(

*edit: hey my dad's basketball friend was on tv, the 抢摊 show. He was the chef teaching dunno who. Just thought it was kinda cool (:*

This is basically nothing :O Trying to have a short post, well, I kinda liked today. Had volleyball, but all the netball people on my side were contacting the ball. Then I was like very extra. -.- And my serve is sucky. Before that, Miss Chia didn't come, and half the lesson no one was in class. So Mr Lim thumped in and started to teach with his graphical mindmap. Physical force = one fist o.O Lunch was longg, which is good. I brought xiao hai to class, and Jacinta so sad. =( Crappish. Um, there was souvenirs meeting and we finally picked what we wanted to do. [There were Zi Han, Yan Ni and Puay Ling present, cool (: ] Now must do proposal. Ah. Market research =O Last time I did was in P5 I think. Everyone will be late tomorrow, I wonder what will happen. What if I can't change in time? Teachers always dismiss late. Gah.

My eyes nearly popped out today, I stayed awake for so long yesterday to rush my work, and was forcing myself to stay awake. I feel pain in my eyes. Ow ow. I must sleep early today.

I went to Mian Jun's house to do Geography and History, and I thought I would be late =O I reached MRT at 9.04am apparently. Haha, and Mian Jun came afterwards. She called Si Lei and she was still at Ang Mo Kio. I was surprised xD I thought I was the latest. So we just went back to her house and I saw everyone present. I had 心理准备 that I would see ma'am le. Haha. :) They were all very warm and I just settled down in the computer room, I also was shocked lol. After that, we did research on volcanic eruptions because I thought it was very cool. And aiya, the one about the prisoner very interesting. Mian Jun was okay with it :) I like volcanoes. I mean, I like reading about them. Then we got started, oh, still got some more to do lah. Mian Rong ma'am came in once in a while to chat with us, and then she left the house and headed for the library.

Then after about one hour, Si Lei was coming up, then Mian Jun went to open the door. Then we realised ma'am was staring at Si Lei when they met for 20 seconds before she recalled who she was :P Hahas. We kept doing, but our progress was slow lol. (I feel tired already, still haven't finished geog wksht and maths written task) I like the information we got actually, because at first I was very disappointed, when I couldn't find the same information I had read at home before. You know hor, I read about Mount Pelee even before we were given this SIA? I'm so pro. But we got them eventually. (:

We thought Wanton was coming to do history SIA afterwards, and Si Lei almost wanted to go le. But then, Wanton smsed Mian Jun saying that she got ear infection and couldn't come =X, so we were like huh. Then she switched jobs with me, but I don't think it's easier at all. I hate doing bibliography. I took like 20 minutes the other time to do one page of it. But I like doing cover pages and the others. We ate lunch, and it was yummy. Si Lei also stayed back and we continued doing our geog. At least we got to the action plan, we have the brief details. My brain nearly stopped working halfway. Mian Jun's relatives came by, and they played a bit outside. The three of us were like talking about random stuff and we went to search wiki for our primary school :D My school is old.

Then Mian Rong ma'am came back and she brought in Mr Lonely, so cute! But ma'am and Mian Jun kept saying it was fat. No lol, actually Si Hui's hamster is fatter. Si Lei wasn't a big fan of hamsters, so she didn't play. I grabbed it and then I put in on my hands, but hor, it was running all around can. =O I was like, "Eh! This hamster so hyperr one! It's biting my finger." Was hoping that it wouldn't fall. It's like so full of energy! I was pretty used to the biting because every time I went to Si Hui's house I would get bitten by Hammy. But then Mr Lonely was so fast. So cute :D

Anyway, we finished at around 4 and I headed back home. Woots, I felt so tired. But today was a better day compared to yesterday.

APRIL 12 2008 - Saturday
It was hair-tearing yesterday and Friday because Jacinta and I was afraid we would forget what to bring, then both of us were on MSN chatting, and we even made up a timeplan for yesterday. We are so organised. Well, Puay Ling was not able to use the computer and we sent it to her yesterday, the day itself. I was so scared. But anyway, we were excited we could pin on our 3rd class and safety first badges (: And also our rank!

I took 174 and it was like what. 2 hours to reach school? What was that. So ridiculous can. The most ridiculous thing haven't happened yet. Jacinta was supposed to meet me in school and I made her wait for like 45 plus mins. Sorry Jacinta =( I left my house on time, and had 1 hour allowance, but I was still late. We sort of made our u look better in the toilet, and tried to align everything. It was around 11 plus at that time. After everything was done, Puay Ling called us and said she didnt have her ___ =O So we went coro to buy lunch, bubble tea, snacks, and drinks for our lunch, as well as dinner.

It was quite interesting, my first time going out with another squadmate only, if i'm not wrong. Oh I remember I went out with Pei Ting once before. Haha. Yep, then I spent so much money in one day, especially the bubble tea. We rushed back to school and we saw Puay Ling (: She was in mufti le. Then we chionged, gobbled down our lunch, packed our bags, and changed. It was like rush hour. Never felt this way before. When we were done, we quickly cleared everything and we saw Yi Jia (: *waved*

So, we took 170, and Puay Ling met her friend on there, who was kind enough to tell us where we should drop off at. We've never been to ACS Barker. At least we weren't late, and managed to get back on schedule. We went to this toilet, and was surprised that there was no one, and it was very clean. Then we were afraid people might see us, so we all put on beret and stuff in one cubicle after we changed. I was sweating and sweating. Finally we were done, but only 20 minutes left to find ma'ams. We got out and started looking everywhere. We only saw Boys' Brigades and it was so much panicking. I called Yung Hian ma'am, and she kindly said she would help us to locate where we should go to. We felt relieved for a bit, and suddenly my bag started vibrating -.- Imagine all the things we were carrying. Shoebag, uniform cover, bags, dinner. I was digging and digging. Zhi Yi ma'am got back to us and said we were to go to the carpark. And great, we ran and ran then we found ma'ams. =O *pant pant pant*

Um, there was Hui Shan ma'am, Zhi Yi ma'am, Puay Ling, Jacinta and me for yesterday. Jacinta kept telling me got a lot of seats, so I thought a lot of people from area 15 will be around, but somehow it didn't seem that much. It was horridly horrid. On the bus, I was talking to squadmates, and everything was going ok. We reached HTA, and there was a small hiccup because we were lagging behind. We passed the stickers to ma'ams, but we didn't have enough, so we were trying to get the attention of the sir, and he was like, "Oh, you all not enough ah? Don't worry, I have a lot in my bag!" :) Then he pulled one out and we got over that one. But ma'ams were far away, and because we had to stand in a single file, we couldn't do much.

After that we stood in 3 rows, and we were behind, and ma'ams were in front. I felt so 失败 because our stuff kept dropping, and ma'am had to help us. =( And things kept getting worse. We were supposed to get seated and we were just shifting inwards, when the first row had one empty seat. They were calling one of us to shift over, and Jacinta just took her bags over and we got separated. Sorry we hurt your feelings Jacinta =( She was hurt, I felt terrible inside also. Other schools settled in, and there was no way out. We tried, and nope. =X 心里面觉得很沉重. 我情愿坐在那里的是我. (Midway, we passed Jacinta's food to her, but I don't think she could consume, and we also passed a note to her. 对不起!)

We all love you :) I spotted Alicia, then Jia Yuin ma'am, and wow, ma'am and Alicia looked so zai!! I was inspired and impressed. 对NYNP 的骄傲感. After that, Glenda and Katherine ma'am marched towards our side in the middle of the parade. Flag flying up high. Oh yes, we did sing the National Anthem, with everyone saluting at the same time. It was low-tone. There was a fancy drill where they wore their uniform with coloured bands and they had rifles. The cool part was they belok-ed and it looked very awesome. They also spinned their rifles. I want to learn fancy drill also. We watched the contingents which came back in with the fancy drill squad, run all the way out.

Oh yep, someone asked us a very hard-to-answer question. It was a simple yes or no answer. But it was so hard. =( In between the whole thing, Puay Ling and I were discussing about something very important too. I was jotting down the stuff. At the end, we quickly passed ma'ams some food, and we were soon allowed to go. Ma'ams asked us if we were waiting for our squadmates, at first we wanted to pass our drinks to ma'ams and squadmates, but it seemed like they won't be ending soon, so we decided not to wait. Before we left, we had to change into mufti, but ma'ams went ahead of us, and they marched off. We felt soooo lost. What were we supposed to do now? Maybe we should wait for squadmates. We made up our mind to change out of full u first. Got into a toilet, similarly it was not very crowded. And I changed in same cubicle as Jacinta. =X She's bian tai. Fine. That's not the point. We still had 焦虑的心情. Packed our bags and shoe bags, left the toilet.

Now, what do we do? I felt like a primary one kid who just started school. No one told us what to do. No one guided us. Maybe it's part of growing up. Being independent? Puay Ling called ma'am, and we were told to march out of HTA. Ok. So since we were given the orders, we just did it. We began marching, it was not smooth, our bags were clashing, and I felt that the stuff I was carrying was so heavy. Heavier than my schoolbag, something that everyone says is so heavy. March, march, march. I thought we could end this frightening night once and for all. It's just soon after, someone YELLED, "Berhenti!". I was so at loss. I was actually supposed to give commands, and we did all the belok and cepat jalan before. Puay Ling was giving timing. I didn't know if we were supposed to do the command. I was frightened badly. Guess what happened? It's too horrid to be said. I can never get the scene off my head. I even had a nightmare when I got home. Is this supposed to be happening to us? I wanted to break down.

But no, we were representing NYNP, we called ma'ams, and they said to continue marching. Jacinta was feeling very uncomfortable too. We felt so upset. We did nothing wrong. It's so hard, so tough. Higher rank vs our ma'ams. It's such a horrid dilemma. Fine. I plucked up my courage, commanded the three of us again. Off we march. Kept going, kept going. Even though you are battling with yourself. Finally, "sekuad berhenti!", I gave the last command. It was over. It was a nightmare. A nightmare I would never forget.

We walked to the bus stop, all feeling uneasy and frightened. But the bus stop was simply filled with people. There were also people cutting in front of us. There was no way we could go home at this rate, it is like a stretch of packed people on the lane. Again, three of us, braving ourselves up, decided to take the risk and walk one bus stop back. We did not even know how far away it was. It was really terrifying. It was a dark lane, with a few lights brighting up, there were so much trees around. I could not see anything. It was okay at first, slowly, slowly, as we moved further and further away from the bus stop, fear came towards us. We felt so abandoned, ____ would never let this happen to us. I could feel the danger also. There was no one around. We held hands and kept on walking, there it is. We saw our destination. But there was this stone-like thing, like a tomb. I kept it to myself.

我要你陪着我，看着那海 龟水中游。。。We began singing, trying to forget about all the unpleasant things. Looking at the bright stars, we also sang wo ke yi. We covered our fears, pretended to stay happy. The bus came, and we flagged for it desperately. On the bus, we felt so much safer, so much better. However, Jacinta's bag started leaking, and there was a puddle of water which was in it, we quickly got off the bus, and went to one corner to empty her bag and dry it. 小孩looked like it peed all over itself, and there were traces of it all over its mouth (: Puay Ling said she got a lot of hands, and was taking everything lol. We were laughing so much. Jacinta was not so happy lah. xD We began having our pathetic dinner, it was so insufficient. =( But we had to go home. I got onto the train to Jurong East with Jacinta, and Puay Ling took the other way. I talked to Jacinta on the train, kind of like heart-to-heart type. And we felt so much. It was pretty silent, and solemn. I really hope it is an misunderstanding, but it doesn't seem to be. What should we do?

When we left Puay Ling, I called my dad, and my sis was coming home from a party, and because of that, I was lucky enough to hitch a ride home with all my things dangling. If someone were to crash into me on the train, I would probably have problems bending down to pick things up, because if I pick one up, I will drop another. I got home and I fell asleep very quickly. It was a very tiring day. I don't know. =( It didn't seem right.

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Still growing up in the midst of university. My friends tell me I think a lot, which could be good or bad depending on how you see it. I'm currently studying Linguistics in NTU. At the same time, I am involved in NPCC and various school activities. I guess this blog will include bits and pieces of my new experiences for sharing! Definitely looking forward to trying and learning new things <3

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NPAP'09, Dramafeste '11/12, CIBTC J11
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→ Taylor Swift 1st CD!
→ A nice camera to take photos
→ The Hunger Games series
→ Justin Bieber CD - My World 2.0
→ First Step 2 Forever
→ New school stuff.

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