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: kheng wee, 2 february.
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happy new year.
no, seriously HAPPY NEW YEAR.
shall not spoil this hour for you.

Where will my support come from? It's no longer you.

Tears flowed together yesterday. I don't think you could control it. It was sudden though it was foreshadowed. Thoughts arose from there.

Such changes that happen really make me feel uncomfortable. Why are things so ugly? Today I knew it was bad for me. I felt it. So yes what was said today hit hard. Crying somewhere letting no one know. Again. I'm not sure if this is impulsive, but I feel much misery.

I don't think I can trust who I trusted before. And I'm very upset the trust is just gone. You were once so close. It took time to build things up like that, but the trust seems to have vanished.

I feel like an empty shell. Go figure. I have that shell but what's the use if it isn't even taken into consideration. Knowing after the whole world knows.

Is this going to take me anywhere. Thank you to someone (my squid) who listened to me for hours this afternoon over the phone.

happy new year's eve.

gosh. past few days.

i remember so many things, chopping poles, sanding poles and labelling them. it's not very easy, you need to carry back and forth so many times. little manpower yah >< and going to collect ponchos. lugging them back. it's not impossible, but it's a very very difficult task. i felt like i did a major workout doing those two things.

then onto training. learned different important things that is pretty useful and i hope it will help us all the way. i felt a little worn, but still okay. there's more to come. wenxian wasnt there on tuesday though ):

army market - you would have never imagined what happened. i think we bothered ma'ams ): lugged things back to jac's house omg. webcamed o.o and had dinner, pretty yummy :D sort of relaxed for a little while, before you realise time flies and so many things are coming up.

Today, I woke out pretty early and left the house. This is our first official meeting for nyct team 2, after results were released. It was more of like relaxed, not that much hands on. Not the typical NYCT training. Did get some things done. (Realised something. Shouldn't blog too much about our ct stuff at this time before comps, will do it later bah.)

Went for lunch at kap. Wah talk so much ah squadmates. Took a bus to beach road to settle stuff (: (vague right.) Some weird things happened and we sorta ran from one stop to another. And gang hao the bus was approaching the next stop, so we looked like we were chasing the bus lol. And yep we got up. At first quite traumatising o.o There was like Nicole, Clarissa, Jacinta and me. Had some time to buy food, or rather dessert and went to buy tangyuan! :D

And walked and walked and walked, then long journey home. Yawns. Really tired.

2 dec 2009. ct results were out. woww it didn't feel real actually, captain of nyct team two. first feeling was didnt know whether to be happy or not. i mean like, hey you're in team two once again!

took some time in the day so i can tiao zheng xin qing. and i thought to myself, since i have the chance so just make good use out of it and make something happen i guess. however, i think i'm going to need this extra effort to study and someone to remind me. less time for play.

shouldn't disappoint those who made it happen and myself most importantly. i love ct, don't i. i need to make this into a motivation like how i felt in sec 2. i just get so excited thinking about the past ahhh D: i want that feeling back <333 thank you ma'am for talking to us and helping us just before we start up for this long journey ahead. (:

(some stuff: sometimes you find out what people are thinking and you wish you could do something. how.)

congrats all who are in the two teams and fellow captain glenda. my vcs clarissa and huipeng. and my dear squids. and team mates. jiayou together okay! (:

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happy new year.
no, seriously HAPPY NEW YEAR.
shall not spoil this hour for you.

Where will my support come from? It's no longer you.

Tears flowed together yesterday. I don't think you could control it. It was sudden though it was foreshadowed. Thoughts arose from there.

Such changes that happen really make me feel uncomfortable. Why are things so ugly? Today I knew it was bad for me. I felt it. So yes what was said today hit hard. Crying somewhere letting no one know. Again. I'm not sure if this is impulsive, but I feel much misery.

I don't think I can trust who I trusted before. And I'm very upset the trust is just gone. You were once so close. It took time to build things up like that, but the trust seems to have vanished.

I feel like an empty shell. Go figure. I have that shell but what's the use if it isn't even taken into consideration. Knowing after the whole world knows.

Is this going to take me anywhere. Thank you to someone (my squid) who listened to me for hours this afternoon over the phone.

happy new year's eve.

gosh. past few days.

i remember so many things, chopping poles, sanding poles and labelling them. it's not very easy, you need to carry back and forth so many times. little manpower yah >< and going to collect ponchos. lugging them back. it's not impossible, but it's a very very difficult task. i felt like i did a major workout doing those two things.

then onto training. learned different important things that is pretty useful and i hope it will help us all the way. i felt a little worn, but still okay. there's more to come. wenxian wasnt there on tuesday though ):

army market - you would have never imagined what happened. i think we bothered ma'ams ): lugged things back to jac's house omg. webcamed o.o and had dinner, pretty yummy :D sort of relaxed for a little while, before you realise time flies and so many things are coming up.

Today, I woke out pretty early and left the house. This is our first official meeting for nyct team 2, after results were released. It was more of like relaxed, not that much hands on. Not the typical NYCT training. Did get some things done. (Realised something. Shouldn't blog too much about our ct stuff at this time before comps, will do it later bah.)

Went for lunch at kap. Wah talk so much ah squadmates. Took a bus to beach road to settle stuff (: (vague right.) Some weird things happened and we sorta ran from one stop to another. And gang hao the bus was approaching the next stop, so we looked like we were chasing the bus lol. And yep we got up. At first quite traumatising o.o There was like Nicole, Clarissa, Jacinta and me. Had some time to buy food, or rather dessert and went to buy tangyuan! :D

And walked and walked and walked, then long journey home. Yawns. Really tired.

2 dec 2009. ct results were out. woww it didn't feel real actually, captain of nyct team two. first feeling was didnt know whether to be happy or not. i mean like, hey you're in team two once again!

took some time in the day so i can tiao zheng xin qing. and i thought to myself, since i have the chance so just make good use out of it and make something happen i guess. however, i think i'm going to need this extra effort to study and someone to remind me. less time for play.

shouldn't disappoint those who made it happen and myself most importantly. i love ct, don't i. i need to make this into a motivation like how i felt in sec 2. i just get so excited thinking about the past ahhh D: i want that feeling back <333 thank you ma'am for talking to us and helping us just before we start up for this long journey ahead. (:

(some stuff: sometimes you find out what people are thinking and you wish you could do something. how.)

congrats all who are in the two teams and fellow captain glenda. my vcs clarissa and huipeng. and my dear squids. and team mates. jiayou together okay! (:

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Still growing up in the midst of university. My friends tell me I think a lot, which could be good or bad depending on how you see it. I'm currently studying Linguistics in NTU. At the same time, I am involved in NPCC and various school activities. I guess this blog will include bits and pieces of my new experiences for sharing! Definitely looking forward to trying and learning new things <3

NYNPCCDALT 41, NYCT2'08, NYCT2'10, 202'08, 406'09
NPAP'09, Dramafeste '11/12, CIBTC J11
Hall 6 13/14

→ Taylor Swift 1st CD!
→ A nice camera to take photos
→ The Hunger Games series
→ Justin Bieber CD - My World 2.0
→ First Step 2 Forever
→ New school stuff.

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